Cane’s povWhat I did was wrong and Max has constantly reminded me of that. I know I rejected her but that does not warrant me doing what I did, I could see it all over her that she was very weak and I know she couldn’t fight but they was just something in me that kept pushing me to do what I did. I swear when I told her we were going back to the training ground it was not with the intention of her fighting but when Jordan opened his mouth he pissed me off and I took out that angry on Ava.Ava, Alexia,Jordan,Brad and i were very good friends when we were younger, even our parents were best of friends, but the friendship between us changed when we grew older we started drafting apart but that didn’t mean we weren’t still friends, one minute Ava was popular even in school and next minute people started making jest of her because she could not shift, tho me, Brad and Jordan has always been like brothers maybe it’s because of our position in the pack but we have already been together. Som

This has to be some type of joke because what the hell am I witnessing, Cane and Alexia were kissing on the couch they didn't even notice I walked in,it looked like they were about to take off each other's clothes. I really wanted to act on how I am feeling now but I decided not to because cane made it clear that he does not want me and Alexia would want to know the reason for my reaction.I cleared my throat making Alexia push Cane off her. Cane totally ignored me like he was not in my bed for days, first it was Shantel and now Alexia like how do you sleep with two people in one day. “Hah thank God it's you, I thought it was one of the kids around, you know I don't want then seeing us in such a compromising position” she took a deep breath.Alexia stood up while pulling cane up with her “while don't we go upstairs to complete what we started” Alexia told Cane, he smiled at her and they went up the stairs. Cane turned around and said “Goodnight Ava” I can swear I saw a smirk on his fa

Why do we always go back to square one, “ you have no right to say that if you don't want me then let me go, you can't keep treating me like this” I said to furious Cane.“You sleep around and do whatever you want, I don't stop you neither do I have a say so I will do whatever I want without you stopping me” my back hurts.“You dare not” his eyes were pitch black that only shows that he is very angry which I already know.“ You can't be serious this is ridiculous and you know it. I said to him, he can't cage me.“The day you try it I will kill that person, you are mine and mine alone I know you're not stupid you of all people know what I can do” he released my neck a little.“This is just selfish” I wanted to cry but I won't I don't want to always look weak to him.“Life is selfish mate” he said smiling sheepishly at me “If you don't want to reject me then I would, “ I AVA WHITE rejects you CANE BA…. Before I could complete my rejection I was thrown again for the second time today to

I really want to believe Jordan when he said all will be fine but I can't , it's so clear Cane doesn't want me. Well I am so glad I could speak to someone about this whole thing and Jordan was so helpful.“Are you okay now? If you want to go home I can get Kim” he asked me after awhile.“Na I'm good, I won't let them kill my vibes I will enjoy the party like everyone else” I said while standing up.“Come on let head inside” He looked like he was about to argue but he let it slide, he stood up and we headed inside the house. I already miss the fresh air.We searched around for Kim and Lydia when we got inside, Lydia was no where to be found maybe her and Brad decided to ditch the party. Kim was kissing a guy in the Gerald they both look like they could use a room.I heard someone call on Jordan “ you can go I will be just fine on my own” I told him.“ Are you sure I can attend to them later” he asked unsure on weather to leave me or not.“ Trust me I can handle my self, you go take car

After I left Jordan, I went over to meet Lydia and Kim I explained to them what happened but I didn't tell them that he was my mate I only told them he scolded me. I still feel so bad that I can't tell them what is really going on, I just hope that when I get the chance to tell them they would understand why I have been keeping them in the dark.I woke up this morning feeling some kind of way, like I can't place my hand on what is wrong but today itself just feels wrong. I know you would want to know why I am saying this well today is just a bad day, first I woke up from the wrong side of my bed yes you heard me right the wrong side, then my coffee spilled all over my body this morning, I fell on my butt when I stepped on banana pill that one of the kids left lying around so trust me when I say today is just not my day. All these in less than 24hours.I was on my way to Lydia's house to help her do something when I overheard some ladies talk about something that scattered me.“I can't