My mate loves my twin

Ava’s pov

I Cane Baker rejects you Ava Liam as my, wait no I won’t reject you because that will be an easy way out for you, he said while holding my neck and pinning me down to the tree.

“I will make you suffer to the extent you go down on your knees and beg me to reject you”. I didn’t even know I was crying until I felt the drop of water roll down my face.

“See you are so pathetic, you are too weak to be my Luna i hate you and don’t want to see you around me” he removed his hand from my neck and he left me gasping for air with the tears I wanted hold back.

I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore i just broke down, I know I look so pathetic  and weak but I am so happy he left already and would not be able to see me like this.

I felt a shadow over me and I raised my head up just to find Cane standing in my front with an expression I can’t decipher but I can swear I saw a little of pity in his eyes but it did not last for a seconds.

See what I mean “YOU ARE A WEAKLING” if you by any chance tell anyone that we are mates I will kill you, slut. And with that he left me with my broken heart. I don’t know if the moon goddess is trying to deal with me but I’m done feeling like i am a nobody… 

I am treated like shit because i have not shifted at the age of 20 but my twin sister Alexia shifted when she was 18 so since I have not shifted I was regarded as an omega some people even say I am human, but my own mate calling me a slut and also rejecting me is the height of it I am done with this pack and everybody.

I really don’t know what I did to Cane to make him hate me so much, it did not just start when he found out I was his mate … I really want to know what I did to him but like he said I am weak and can’t  be a match to him so I better stay in my lane and not cause more trouble or pain for myself as he is the alpha and can do anything to me…

When I went to the pack house I was so tired and all I wanted to do was lie down and sleep for days if possible weeks because I am really tired. 

“Where the hell have you been? Alexia asks.

“I went out for a walk, why?”

“So a wolfless wolf is going out for a walk; she laughed so loud like it was a very funny joke.

I get that a lot so it’s not new, the hate started a long time ago even from omegas in the pack.

“If you need me I will be in my room” I waited for her to reply me but she just acted like I was not here, so I left to my room to have my long awaited sleep.

I have been flogged and trown to the ground but the pain I am feeling now is so unbearable…it’s an internal pain, like my heart is been ripped off. Which can only mean one thing my mate is having sex with one of his whores upstairs.

 If you are mated to someone there is a bond between you and the person, the bond fade away when you rejects each other and you both have to complete the mating process for the bond to be strong(mating process includes marking each other and sex too). I can fell that someone else is touching him sexually that’s why my body hurts it’s just part of the bond.

It stopped finally, which made me so mad because I did not get the sleep I was really looking forward to and I can’t believe he don’t want me as a mate and still don’t want to reject me at least if he rejects me I won’t feel all this pain when he is with another woman. Moon goddess why me? 

I left my room to get water to drink when I felt someone’s presence behind me… I don’t need to look at the person to know who it is because I already picked his scent, it’s Cane.

“Look who we have here” My mate Cane said coming too close to me.

I turn around to leave but I was trapped between him and the fridge, I made a big mistake by looking at him because those brown eyes are so captivating I can stare at his eyes all day.

“You like what you see? Guess what i can never be yours” those words pierce through my heart I really felt the pain. 

“Please just let me go, I want to go to my room”

“Why are you in a haste, is anyone waiting for you?” That really pissed me off and I did not even know when words left my mouth.

“I’m not like you who sleeps with anything and everything that wears skirt” Immediately I said that I felt a sharp hard pain on my cheeks he slapped me.

“Don’t you ever speak to me in such manner again because I will do way worst than I have done” 

“Am I clear” he said while stabbing me with his eyes.

“Yes, i am sorry”

He didn’t say anything after that and I couldn’t look at him because he was so close and I was scared he will do something to me.

“Look and me” he said while he tugged my hair to the back of my ear.

I raised my head just to see those brown eyes already looking at me.

“You look beautiful and those lips, I can’t resist them” he said while smacking at me.

With tense, he reached down and took my hand, gently leading me away from the kitchen. With the lights off I couldn’t take in his facial expression as he took me to his room.