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Natalie“SCREW THEM BOTH!!” I yelled, hitting my steering wheel. I couldn’t go home, not like this. I was boiling, fed up with who has dibs over me. I pulled over and screamed at the top of my lungs, releasing the rage burning inside of me. How did I get in this situation? All my life, I steered away from people–people like them.My eyes are unable to hold back the sorrow in my chest like rain from a leaking roof. I fisted my hands and hit the dashboard and made a dent. “Ugh! I’m sorry, my lioness,” My voice shook, raw with indignation as my vision blurred with furious tears. I caress the dent I created because I took my anger out on her instead of those two jerkwads.I blame myself for this. I should have evaded both of them from the beginning. I should have guarded my heart better. Those guys aren’t even close to being my mates, so what the hell was I doing with them?! Allowing them to do to me.‘ENOUGH!’ Zoe yelled. ‘Don't blame yourself like that! Not everyone has two Alphas chas

~Natalie~With a different mentality, I walked outside with the rest of the recruits who were going to participate in the tournament. By the looks of it, the entire pack was here to watch the action.“Good morning, my fellow pack members!” Alpha Allen yelled out. Christian was standing next to him. “Let's give a huge welcome to these recruits that stand before us.” The crowd cheered.I didn’t miss the glance that Christian gave me. ‘Arrogant bastard.’“As you all know, each year we have tryouts for wolves to become warriors or Elite warriors. It brings me great joy when a wolf decides to step up to become a better version of themselves. A warrior, one who is willing to protect their pack with their lives.”“It takes a lot of self-discipline, courage, strong will, responsibility, and self-sacrifice to become a true warrior. My Elite warriors are composed on the exterior while being powerful on the inside. They are focused but aggressive, not out of selfishness but on behalf of others–t

~Natalie~I made it to the pack house, where Alpha Allen was waiting for me inside. I walked towards his office and knocked on the door. “Come in, Natalie,” he ordered. I stepped in and closed the door behind me. He motioned for me to sit.“Natalie, let me start off by apologizing for Christian’s behavior. What he did is unacceptable. You did amazing out there, and I for one know what that last blow could have meant for Zeo.” I held my breath. “I think you shocked the entire pack, and as your Alpha, I say this with pride…I am proud of you,” he commended.My breath hitched, and I was on the brink of tears. “You are? Thanks to you, Alpha, for letting me go train somewhere else, while the pack trained here; however, what your Son did out in the field will not erase the embarrassment and disrespect he emitted.” My voice broke, and I knew he could hear the pain and sadness as I spoke. “Alpha, I didn’t come here to talk about the fight, but about what happened after. I came here to reques

~Natalie~Saying goodbye was the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life. Evie noticed I was silently crying, but she didn’t ask questions. All I Wanted by Paramore was playing in the background while I sought solace behind the wheel. Somehow, I feel that she and Jerry knew Ivan was there to see me, and I was grateful for it.I wouldn’t complain because at least before I disappear, I got to see him one last time. I just hoped that my absence would be long enough for both Christian and Ivan to find their mates. It’s for the best. For all three of us.“Evie,” I murmured. “Do you think you could catch a ride with Jacob tomorrow? My parents asked me to stay home, and before you ask, I’m not sure why.” That was my snapped excuse, since Ivan made me forget everyone and everything around me.She chuckled because she knew I knew her too well. “Sure. Jacob would be thrilled, although Jerry wouldn’t be.” “Is everything okay? I saw Ivan leaving your car.”I side-eyed her, and she becam

Two f*cking weeks have passed. I’ve been miserable without her in my life. Not seeing the attractive rare beauty, the smell of her delicious scent, and the feel of her soft skin. Striker has been in a foul mood as well.I’ve been snappy with everyone finding it difficult to control this emptiness. Camila has kept her distance and I appreciate that. School hasn’t been the same without Natie and it doesn’t take a blind eye to see that Christian has been feeling the same way.The jacka*s seems to take out his anger on others and it pisses me off that he is acting this way when he’s the f*cking reason for Natalie's absence. F*ck face still thinks she belongs to him.I haven’t been performing well during my basketball practices and games due to my crummy state of mood. It's even affected my academics. Even at home, Dad has noticed my dark glowering disposition.Leslie, my sister, tries to cheer me up but there is nothing and no one to snap me out of this dour state. Only Natie can change t