I bit his bottom lip and pushed him hard."Gago ka!" sigaw ko.I can't control my anger anymore, I don't care if anyone hears my screams. I gave her a deadliest glare, habang halos abot abot ang tahip ng dibdib ko dahil sa ginawa niya.He looks at me in shock, maybe he didn't expect what came out of my mouth.Hinawakan nito ang kanyang labi na may onting dugo dahil sa pagkakakagat ko.I boiled with so much anger."You brute! Hindi mo ba talaga ako titigilan? Kulang pa ba yung sakit na ibinigay mo noon?"Gustong-gusto kong umiyak sa harapan niya pero hindi ko ipapakita sa kanya ang kahinaan ko. Pinipigilan ko ang aking nagbabadyang luha dahil parang sa isang iglap habang kaharap ko siya ay bumalik lahat sa akin lahat ng ginawa niya."H-hindi ka pa rin nagbabago...." I shook my head in frustration. "Gago ka pa rin!"His face became serious and his lips formed in a thin line."I'm sorry. I just want to talk to you."Talk to me? Ano bang hindi niya maintindihan sa ayaw ko ngang makipag-usap

One week, after signing the contract, some miniminal adjustments were also started for my main branch. I don't know if it's just a coincidence, but the entire design of the building is perfect for a boutique shop.Hindi ko alam kung ano talagang plano ng may-ari kaya nila itinayo ang building na ito pero masaya ako na sa akin niya napiling ipagbili ito.Speaking of the owner, I haven't even met him or her yet because I only spoke to Ms. Celine and her lawyer. Kasama ko rin ang isa sa mga abogado for some legal purposes. Maybe it would be better if I also met the owner so that I could somehow thank him/ her for selling me the land.Pero, I hope I'll meet him or her one of this day.Sa bawat araw ay wala akong sinayang even the interior design ay ako ang nag asikaso. Sa kung saan ko ilalagay ang mga damit na gagawin o tapos ko ng gawin. At kahit na ano pa man, na alam kong magugustuhan ng mga tao. I'm very hands on pagdating sa pag aasikaso ng aking boutique."O, saan naman ang punta mo

"Woohoooooo! Cheers!" they all said in chorus as they each took and raised their glasses.Wala na din ako nagawa kung hindi gayahin sila, ayoko namang matawag na KJ kapag di ko ginawa ang gusto nila. Also, they do this for me so I need to at least enjoy it.Mabilis kong nilagok ang aking inumin na kaagad kong pinag-sisihan dahil naramdaman ko ang mainit na hagod nito sa aking lalamunan.Shit. Kahit kailan talaga hindi ako masasanay sa lasa ng alak.As the conversation and drinking continued, I got to know them all better, I know that I have a few other staff that I'm not very close to because we don't often have this kind of party. Ang iba naman ay bagong hired pa lang kaya naman ngayon ko pa lang nakilala. Mas marami akong nadi-discover na ugali at personality sa kanilang lahat taliwas kung sino sila sa trabaho.It's like I got closer to them and don't consider them my staff-but of course they are my family.May isang oras na din kaming umiinom doon, kaya naman medyo nararamdaman ko

Isang linggo, simula ng umuwi ako sa Pilipinas ay iniwasan ko na magtagpo ang landas namin ni Conrad. After our talk, sa kanyang condo unit ay pinuntahan niya pa ako sa aking boutique upang makausap. Ngunit hindi ko siya hinarap, sinabi lang nang mga tauhan ko na wala ako sa lugar na iyon at umuwi na sa Pilipinas.I don't know how to deal with him after our conversation.Ang sakit pala na malaman na halos nabubuhay ako sa kasinungalingan sa loob ng apat na taon na relasyon naming dalawa. Na handang-handa na akong makasama siya habang buhay tapos sa huli maghihiwalay lang din pala kami.I think, Conrad was only part of my past that thought me how to love. And how to be loved. That even if it's not you in the end you still learn to love.I don't know but I feel like something is missing from the conversation I had with Conrad. I felt relieved because I had said everything I wanted to say.But, why does it seem like something is missing?Paano kapag nalaman ni Conrad ang tungkol kay Ryke

Wala na akong nagawa ng pinilit ni Conrad na sumama sa aming condo unit. Nagpumilit pa siya noong una na sa kotse niya kami sumakay. But I didn't agree because I had my car with me.Kaya ang ending ay sa kotse ko din siya sumakay, imbes na ipakarga niya si Ryker kay Ate Lindy ay hinayaan niya na matulog ito ng tuluyan sa kanyang balikat. I was in the driver's seat, driving while Ate Lindy was in the backseat."Ate, nakauwi na pala kay— Kuya Conrad?" Since I didn't tell Riri about this, she was just shocked to see Conrad with me. She looked at me questioning what this man was doing here.I just mouthed that I will explain to her later."Ate Lindy, pakisamahan na lang siya sa kwarto namin ni Ryker." tumango naman si Ate Lindy at iginiya na si Conrad sa aming kwarto upang mailapag na nito si Ryker.Conrad glanced at me once before following Ate Lindy.Riri dragged me inside the kitchen when Conrad entered our room."Ano yun, Ate!?" pagalit na bulong niya. "Bakit siya andito?""He alrea