When we arrived and they took me to the guest room I had no idea what to think. but this place is enormous, it’s active and everyone from what I could make out was happy. I couldn’t see much but it was different my own pack wasn’t anything like this you would hardly see woman walking around it was always men and the women would be home cleaning or cooking or looking after the pups because that was expected of us. But the women look happy and they look as if they are treated as equals. It was shocking to witness honestly but simultaneously, I can see myself fitting in here and actually belonging.We drove into a more secluded area up a gravel driveway and it was huge, it led us to an even bigger mansion. It’s massive and so beautiful but everything is emasculate. The gardens and lawn all looked taken care of. I felt nervous coming into the house and not knowing what to expect. But they took me into a guest room and it was even lovelier than I could have ever imagined. The room is three

After the introduction to the pack that was standing at the door it was such a warm welcome. It made my heart swell with happiness at being accepted, I have never felt accepted. Never once did I feel accepted at my old pack the stares I always got the side-eyed looks the whispers. Here is different and I am so glad that I was accepted with open arms, I am so happy that decided to leave that fucking place I called home that pack that treated me like dirt under their boots. I feel free I feel like I can finally breathe and finally figure out who I am meant to be.After being introduced and greeting the people at the door I was exhausted, I just wanted to crawl into bed and sleep. It was awkward I guess when it came time for us to part ways for the night each of us kind of standing around and not really knowing what was the right thing to do.I could see in their eyes that their wolves wanted them to stay with me, but I could also see they didn’t want to crowd me and make me feel awkward