I woke up with a start, my heart pounding in my chest. The first thing that registered was the fact that I was naked. I felt my skin flush with embarrassment, and my eyes darted around the room, searching for clues.“What the fuck!” I cursed.“What did you do, Bella?!”I preached to myself.I saw a man lying next to me, his back to me. I had no idea who he was. Slowly, memories of last night came back to me, of the bar and the drinks and the moment when he had asked me to drink with him. I had been desperate for an escape from my heartbreak after I saw my father with another woman, so I had agreed.“No it’s impossible,” I can’t accept the fact.My heart sank in my chest. I had practically thrown myself at a complete stranger. I had been so careless and reckless. I felt my stomach twist with anxiety, and I slowly slid out of bed, careful not to wake him. I grabbed my clothes from the floor and got dressed as quickly as I could, my hands trembling.As I grabbed my purse and made my way t

My two eyes could see his naked body resting on a woman while he was swinging on top. I don't know how I should feel at those times. It was like cold water was poured on me at that time.Why do I feel pain in my chest?I don't care what he does because we are just a couple on paper. But why do I feel this way? Is it because I'm jealous?I was standing there for a few minutes, my eyes glued to the scene in front of me. I can't believe that this is happening. I don't know what to do. Do I confront them? Do I leave? I can't do anything but just stand there with my mouth open, watching the scene unfold. His hands were all over her body, caressing her curves. I felt sick to my stomach watching them.“What the hell he is doing!” I said irritably.I immediately looked away and walked straight to my room. I took off my sandals because my feet hurt. What the hell did I care about him?I lay down on my bed and breathe deeply. I can't be bothered to think about what I saw earlier. How dare he br