Semua Bab My Stepbrother's Sinful Desire: Bab 51 - Bab 60
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Chapter 51
Joan’s pov“She will be fine,” a more muscular voice said. It sounded close enough that I could say it was in the same room I was in. “When she wakes up, I would like to talk to her before her parents; can that be arranged?""Yes, ma’am, you can talk to her when she wakes up, or whenever you please."My feathery lashes batted against each other, slowly opening my eyes. I met the harsh ray of light trying to blind me, but soon enough it was obstructed by a lady who was familiar in all senses: her pained smile and blond hair, her grace and aura—everything made my body jitter in fear and uncertainty.“How are you feeling, Joan?” She placed her hands on my head, then stared at the doctor, who now approached with those doctor thingies; they hung on their necks, and he placed them on my chest. He asked some questions, which I deemed dumb, but when he was done, he left me to Isaac’s mother.“I came to apologise," she said, her lips barely stretching successfully in a fake smile like she alw
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Chapter 52
Joan’s POVAfter that day, nothing was as I hoped it would be; Isaac was not in school anymore, I was noticed more by students, and some chose to be my friends, and in three months, it became my new 'normal'. I knew a whole load of people, but Anita never left my side; she made me promise I wouldn’t either, but college had a different plan; she was aiming for Princeton’s and I was aiming for Boston College, whispered my father.Then, on the other hand, Isaac was nowhere to be found, the clip was never heard of, and for a moment, my problem was reduced. Well, I pretended it did to keep me sane.Fred became cold and questioned why?, but I knew why. For the past three months, we didn’t talk to each other like we used to, and we didn’t have sex either. Just like Sophia liked, I made sure he stayed far from me; I avoided him like a plague.While Sophia was swooning him like a bee, she was obsessing over him. And she didn’t waste any time telling me how much he was intertwined in her hands,
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Chapter 53
Frederick POVJoan wouldn’t talk to me; it’s been three months already, and it felt like a century; nothing seems to be making sense anymore; I barely laughed genuinely in three months; Sophia had been on my neck too about Joan. She would constantly visit to make sure I retained my four-foot rule.She even had me recite my rules before I left her. I never looked at any woman when I was with her; I was to compliment her every chance I got, and I was told to smile whenever we were in public places. She recently developed the habit of having a foursome and giving everyone a number and position every week. With all this going on, I was the only one on her social media.And anytime I disobeyed her, I had to deal with her constant nagging and complaining about this and that. She would refer it to Joan and explain how she saved me from being charged with a felony, but I was tired of everything. I just wanted to be free, and when I saw the email of admission, I couldn’t be any happier to see
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Chapter 54
Joan’s POVHe really did it; he hurt mom, just like he promised. I had no idea when it happened as mom slumped on her way out of my room. Due to her closeness to the staircase, she tripped and fell all the way to the base of the stairs, and the last thing that affirmed me was her scream when she fell.Now she was in the ICU, and I couldn’t stop crying; I didn’t want to survive anymore; I hated my life at that point; I didn’t see the reason to survive; every sound existed in my mind yet it felt so quiet; I was so tired of living yet too afraid to end it all; it just didn’t work well with me, not after what had happened."Joan, look at me,” someone said, tapping my chin, but my vision was clouded, and I couldn't see any further than an inch. My body was numb and disconnected; I knew I was whimpering and shivering. When I think of it, that was all I remembered.The scent of blood, the jitter, and the cold shivers—that was all I could recall.“Joan, snap out of this, breathe!" More people
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Chapter 55
Joan’s POVA week passed like the snap of a finger. Fred didn’t get to visit as frequently; his time spent was rationed, while on the other hand, Jones wasn’t allowed in the building. After his repulsive trigger, he was banned from seeing me or mom, which meant for a week I was trigger-free, so Fred basically brought food and fed mom and me.He would feed mom, then come back to me. While feeding me, he never spoke about what his father did, but he said sorry in so many ways, which made me feel empty and guilty. I was a person at fault, and yes, he was right. I felt selfish because if I had agreed with Jones offers, which I was still considering, maybe everyone would be happy.In one week, I spent it checking out schools over here to see if I would find one that was close enough for a cab drive. I tried to see the bright side, but there was none. I was on fire if I decided to stay, and he would keep on using me till I had nothing to give anymore.It wasn’t because of the money he gave
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Chapter 56
Joan POVWith a heavy heart, I waited for some days after the event. Mom would be coming back home, so I chose to make it special for her by cleaning the house, and for the first time in a long time, I decided to make dinner. For the record, I chose to make her favourite today.Apple pie, with grandma's recipes, in hopes that she finally talks to me; Fred had volunteered to bring her back from the hospital today, and Jones He still rarely visited for a week; he didn’t get any closer to the hospital and didn’t come home, but I cared less every day because I didn’t have to see his stupid face. But he has a way to ruin things for me; even before, I couldn’t think of staying the whole afternoon blissful in the house.The front door bell rang, so I went to heck out who it was. From the pipe hole, the first thing I noticed were the stubbles around his chin now and his red fury eyes. He looked disturbed, and he held a bottle of liquor in his other hand.“Fucking open the door,” he banged on
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Chapter 57
Joan’s povI was expecting the worst out of my decision because Jones kept staring at me while we ate. Till I was done, I feared I would wake up to a blood bath, so I chose to do the unimaginable, which was putting myself before anyone, just like mom had said.My body was fidgeting when I went back to my room. I didn’t sleep at night, and every little noise seemed like a threat. I was petrified and too certain that the calmness was uncanny. I didn't sleep all night until the next morning, when everything was bright and beautiful.So I chose to do some checking on my family, but they were alright. I heard mom singing in her bathroom, and Fred was just mowing the lawn outside. Everything seemed well, and it looked too bizarre. I wasn’t used to so much peace, not after exposing electricity to water.I expected everyone to be fidgeting with fright, like I was, but no one was running, so for a moment I felt I was safe, until Jones walked down from the room, our eyes locked, and immediately
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Chapter 58
Frederick POVFinally in the big city of Boston, Jaon and I were in different rooms, and just like some other student who chose to come around this time, before resumption I was part of them, and Joan mom made it all happen. I really liked her, and if I wasn’t also in love with her daughter, I would pray she was also my birth mother.But she wasn’t, and she didn’t act otherwise.Seated on the bean bag I watched pictures together; she was the only reason I missed home; she taught me how to cook; she bore me with stories till it became my hobby; funny how I found myself reading novels.Because of her, I am inspired to write, in hopes that one day she will hold my books dearly and read them as well. Or maybe read to me; she promised to call me when she got home, so I was waiting for her call when some of my roommates walked into the room.There were two of them: Daniel and Max. Daniel was the second to lodge here; he came from a reputable family, and he was also a gamer and obsessed with
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Chapter 59
Joan’s pov“Go out with him, girl; you are hot on campus; Max is so hot! I wish Fred would ask me out,” Maisy said, clapping her hands as she jumped up and down. She wouldn’t stop talking about how she found Fred attractive, and it disgusted me, but I held down my disgust with a smiling face."So you are going out with him tonight, right?” She asked. Daisy held my hair, sharing in my eye, “You must not turn him down, Bonita. Papi is looking fire; they don’t make them that way anymore," she said in her Mexican ascent, which made me laugh.I remembered what Fred said about him; maybe what he said was from a position of utter jealousy, and at that point I really wished he would just leave me alone so I could try other things, but he wouldn't. He had been buzzing my phone nonstop about how Max was not a good dude and I should stay away from guys for now. He constantly used Isaac as a starting point.‘Remember the last time you chose a man for yourself; don’t do this to yourself anymore.I
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Chapter 60
Joan’s POVThe sadness lingered till the next day, and I called mom, but it went straight to voicemail. I didn’t want to ask Jone how she was doing; I just needed to hear from her. It was an hours-long flight back home, and I needed to be in school the next day, so I couldn’t just schedule a flight.The next day, classes would officially resume, and I wasn’t excited. I didn’t want to stand from my bed, not after being miserable for the whole day. My joy had died, and I just wanted to liberate this heavy feeling in my heart.I wasn’t a fan of alcohol, but it was the only thing that came to mind. I just wanted to get drunk. Maybe I would forget some miserable part of my life, which seemed to flourish in my thoughts today. With Maisy and Daisy doing their little pep talk, I walked out of the house with a coat in search of a reputable bar in Boston, and from the google map, a bar was just a few miles away from here, so I did as I desired.“Give me any of your toughest drinks''I said to th
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