VictoriåBy the time we woke up, it was already time to leave for Paris and I was more than excited. The first thing I did after waking up was check my phone. But the only missed calls I had were from different companies.My texts were basically the same thing and none of my previous messages has even been received by him. I sighed, packing the last of my stuff into my bag. I stared at the ring he had gotten me, inspecting it closely. Then I took the necklace he gave me off and slipped the ring onto it before putting it back around my neck."You're really worried, huh?" Milo asked as he came up to grab something from in the other room and I laughed."I'm just... mildly concerned." I replied and he chuckled, leaning his elbow against the doorway by his head."Well, if you ever want to get into alcoholism, I'm your guy." He winked, making me laugh.He chuckled again and opened the door of the roof next to this one, going inside and shutting the door behind him.I put my hair into a nea

VictoriåMy heart raced in my chest as I knew I was next to step out. From here I could see all of the flashing lights from the cameras outside and my anxiety level was on one hundred."Troisième!"This was it. The moment of truth. All those years of pretending were finally over and now this was the real thing.Fabio motioned for me to go and I did, walking past him and around the corner. I kept my eyes forward as I walked down the runway and even though I looked unbothered, I was almost positive that my heart would give out at any given second.I spotted my friends sitting in the large crowd as I walked, the wind blowing my hair backward as I moved forward and Milo clapped proudly. I started enjoying this more as soon as I got accustomed to the blinding flash of the camera lights. Stopping at the end of the runway, I switched legs just like Fabio instructed.My hands landed on my hips and I stared straight ahead at the main camera. Then I turned and walked back up, completing the en

VictoriåI was now back at home. After the Love Locks Bridge, we went out to lunch then back to the hotel to pack our belongings. Nathan started crying as they dropped me off, acting as though we wouldn't be seeing each other at school in a few days.Right now I was sitting in my bedroom, thinking of ways that I could try to help Milo find his long lost son and ex-girlfriend. As I did so, there was a knock on my front door and I placed my pen down and walked downstairs.As I peeked through the hole, my heart fluttered as I saw Theo standing there next to two people I thought I'd never see again."I missed you guys." I said as I opened my door and hugged Damien and Ryder tightly.They hugged me back just as tightly and when I looked at them. My eyes drifted around, searching for Landon but as I saw dozens of Landon's men standing outside with their heads bowed,I knew.I shook my head, not being able to believe this and Damien nodded sadly, a burn on the right side of his neck."He wen

VictoriåFor the next few days I tried busying myself with literally anything so that I didn't have to think about my problems. My health started going down the drain rapidly and I hid it as best as I could.I had a lot of gigs recently and right now, I was sitting in front of a camera as I was interviewed. My makeup and hair was done and I was positive that if my hair was any tighter, my eyes would become just two small slits on my face ."What was your childhood like?" The interviewer asked and I smiled."My childhood wasn't the best. But that's not what I focus on. Because even though it was bad, there were still some good aspects about it." I replied, trying my best to not give out too much personal information and she nodded."Great answer." She told me. "Did you ever think you'd become this Popular, this quickly?" She continued and I shook my head."I didn't think that I'd become Popular at all. I was just so shy and introverted, you know?" "Are you in a relationship?" She ques

Victoriå"What? What about school?" I asked , staring back at him as if he were a lunatic and he just smiled."I need to find my son, Rhee. Fuck school." He replied, pulling away and already walking to the door."Promise you'll come back?" I asked and he stopped in the doorway, turning and giving me a look that showed me that he knew exactly why I was asking this and he came back over, pulling me into another tight hug."I'll come back." He assured me, patting my back before walking to the door again. "Text me the address."And that was it. Just like that he was gone again, out on a journey to find his son and potentially reconcile with his ex-girlfriend. I was happy for Milo. This was going to be a big change in his life for the better and I knew that he was excited as well.Going over to my door, I shut it and leaned against it then slid down to the floor. I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my face in it, letting out a breath.Here it was again. The feeling of impeccable lonel