All Chapters of Demanding All Of You: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50
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Oliver's Driving
DamionTwo days and nothing from Alex. I thought about sending her a text, letting her know I was sorry for my behavior. I knew better than to get mixed up with someone I worked with. I had never done it in the past.“Are you sad?” Oliver asked from the backseat.I looked in the mirror. “What? No. Why?”“You look sad.”I put on a smile. “I was just deep in thought. I’m not sad.”I parked the car outside our home, unable to stop myself from looking for her truck. It wasn’t there. I knew it wouldn’t be, but I had to look anyway. Oliver saw what I was feeling. I was bummed. Not sad but bummed. I had ruined something that could have been really good. I had allowed myself to get caught up in a feeling. I had allowed passion to rule my actions. Passion and lust were dangerous emotions.“Can I go see the horses?” Oliver asked.“Let’s put your backpack away first,” I told him.“Okay,” he said, bounding up the steps.I followed behind him, leaving the door open for a little fresh air in the ho
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Memories
DamionI wanted him to remember me teaching him to drive the tractor and how to ride a horse. I wanted him to remember me for the dad that spent time with him. Not the dad that worked all the time. I didn’t want him to look back on his childhood and think about the great nannies he had or the awesome teachers at the daycare center.I was going to be selfish. I wanted all the memories.“Again!” he shouted when I slowly turned the tractor to take us back to the house.I laughed. “One more time and then I need to figure out what we’re having for dinner.”I took over steering, leading us out toward the winter wheat field. I talked, probably more than he cared to hear, telling him about the wheat and what would happen when it was time to harvest the wheat. I left out the dirty details about rain and how it could make or break our crops. He didn’t need to worry about any of that. Not yet.My butt was going numb. “Time to go back,” I told him.He didn’t object, which told me he was bored wit
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His Bedroom
AlexThe tension between myself and Damion was easing. That first look had been intense. I had felt my cheeks burning and was unable to look directly at him. After a little internal pep talk, I had pulled myself together and looked him in the eye.“Should we have lasagna?” Damion asked.I looked up from the puzzle Oliver wanted me to help him with. “That’s kind of elaborate, isn’t it?”He grinned and pulled a frozen dish from the freezer. “If by elaborate you mean I have to turn on the oven, yes.”I laughed. “I think we’re having lasagna for dinner, Oliver.”Oliver looked over his shoulder. “And garlic bread,” he added.“Can’t have lasagna without garlic bread,” Damion said, reaching into the freezer and pulling out a box of sliced garlic bread.“Gee, I would hate for you to go through so much trouble for me,” I teased.“Only the best for you,” he said with a wink.The way he said it sent butterflies zooming around in my belly. Every time he looked at me or said something to me, my br
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Feeling The Pull
Alex“We should probably see if your dad needs help,” I said, feeling like the room was closing in on me.I got up and walked back to the kitchen. Damion was just putting the lasagna on the opposite end of the table from where the puzzle was in progress. “There you guys are. I thought I was going to have to send out a search party.”“He wanted to show me his room,” I told him.He nodded. “I see.”Oliver sat down. “You can sit there.” He gestured to the chair across the table from him.“Thank you.”I took my seat, waiting for Damion to sit down as well. I watched as he dished up a portion of the lasagna for Oliver. I could watch the two of them all day. They clicked so well. I wanted to ask about girlfriends or other women in his life but didn’t dare. It was none of my business. I just couldn’t imagine that with all the women in New York, none of them had snared Damion. Finding a good man was hard. Finding one that was sexy, kind, and devoted to his kid was even harder. He checked all
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Fate
DamionI gave Oliver a little snack pack of cookies and a glass of milk. He was sitting on the couch, his favorite show on TV with his tablet in his hand. He was the kind of kid that could play his games and watch TV at the same time, although I doubted either had his full attention. He had always been that way, always looking for input. It explained his love for reading. His brain was starving for knowledge. He did all he could to feed it.“I’ll be right outside on the porch if you need me,” I told him. “You get one show and then I need you to get your jammies on.”He nodded, not taking his eyes off the TV. “Okay.”“No more snacks after that,” I lectured.His eyes were still glued to the TV. “Okay,” he answered again. I had a feeling he wasn’t listening to me.“Your horse is in your bed.”“O—” He looked up and frowned. “What?”I laughed, my test proving my suspicion. “One show. No more snacks. Jammies after the show.”That time, I knew he heard me. I walked away, leaving him to his d
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This Is Goodbye
Damion“Yes. Work here. Full time. I’d make sure you were paid well, more than you would make fixing farms, but not like the other guy. You wouldn’t be working for me. You’d be working with me.”“Damion,” she said my name, dragging out the word.“Wait, don’t say no. Not yet.”“Damion, that isn’t what I do.”I nodded. “I know, but don’t you want a steady job? You live close by, right? Oliver loves you. I have so much more to learn from you. Will you please consider it?”Her gaze went back to the field. “I do like Oliver, and I would love to have a friendship with him, but I don’t need a job.”“What does that mean?”“It means I don’t need a fulltime job. That isn’t what I like to do. I like the experience of learning and seeing new things.”“How can farms be all that different? It’s the same shit on a different piece of land.”She offered a sardonic laugh. “That’s true, but it’s not for me.”The way she said it made it sound like a woman on a diet trying to talk herself out of a cookie.
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End of the Line
AlexI yawned, covering my mouth with the back of my hand as I followed the straight road that felt like it led to nowhere. My butt hurt. My neck had a horrible kink in it, and I was absolutely sick of driving. I had rolled into Laramie, Wyoming late last night after being on the road for over ten hours. I was exhausted but excited to check out the new farm.I loved a new challenge.I passed under a faded arch with a sign announcing I was on the Cobb farm. I looked left and right, driving slowly down the narrow dirt road. It looked a lot like Montana with the endless rows of wheat swaying in the wind. I realized after driving for several minutes I had yet to come upon the house. Was I still on the right road?Before I had time to pull over and turn around, I saw the house. Holy shit. The farm was massive. I wondered how many people Wayne had running the place. I saw a man on a tractor in the distance. We were both headed for the house. I parked my truck and got out, stretching my arms
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Whatever It Takes
Alex“Nah, don’t be. I’ve had a good life. I’ve had true love. I lived hard and played hard.”I laughed. “Are you telling me you were a wild child?” I teased.“I was. I was going down a road that was going to lead me straight to hell, probably at a young age. It was Vera who turned me around. I met her and fell in love almost immediately. She wouldn’t have me. She wanted nothing to do with me—not until I cleaned up my act. She got me on the straight and narrow, and if I dared dip one little tippy-toe over that line, she whipped me right back into shape.”I burst into laughter. “I bet you kept her on her toes.”“I sure did, and she loved every minute of it,” he said with a laugh.“Have you thought about selling the place?” I asked, knowing it was probably a little insensitive, but it was practical.“I’ve thought about it, but I can’t do it. I think about my granddaddy working himself into an early grave and I can’t do it. It feels like a betrayal.”“What do you plan to do?”“I planned
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In Our Blood
DamionI slid the handle on the toaster down, getting the frozen waffles cooking while I finished scrambling the eggs for Oliver’s breakfast. I was taking a shortcut with the frozen waffles, but I didn’t think he would care. It was still a fairly nutritious meal. I hadn’t slept well at all, and by the time I did fall asleep, it was early in the morning. I had overslept.I had spent the night thinking about Alex. I told myself to let it go, but it was like a bad craving. I wouldn’t be satisfied until I had one last taste, or in her case, one last anything. It wasn’t only the sex. I liked her—the woman. I liked her friendship. I liked her smile and I liked how much Oliver liked her. The last was the toughest part of the whole situation. He really liked her, and he wouldn’t get to see her again because I went and screwed things up.“Oliver, breakfast is ready,” I hollered, pulling myself out of the same long lecture I had been going over in my head for the last two days.“Coming,” came h
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Not A Relationship
Damion“I want to have pigs and chickens,” he announced. “I’ll help.”I laughed. “Let’s get through this learning curve before we get too many animals. Animals are hard to take care of, especially in the winter. I’m not sure we’re cut out for that. It’s so much easier to buy food at the grocery store.”“I am. I’m a farmer. I can do it.”His declaration was cute, and I was happy he was enthused, but I was still not one hundred percent convinced I was a farmer. I had gotten a little soft over the years. Soft, as in I liked the convenience of having food delivered when I was too tired to shop. Life in New York was a lot easier, if not a lot noisier. Both places had their good points and bad. I had told myself I had six months to make a final decision. Six months to weigh the pros and cons and come up with a plan for the rest of my life.“Finish up,” I told him, getting up and emptying out my coffee.“Is Alex coming today?” he asked.“I don’t think so,” I told him.“Is she coming tomorrow
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