Semua Bab The Alpha and I + The Triple Threat Territory : Bab 1 - Bab 7

Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle

My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my

(From Cici’s POV)I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait…I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us,

Darkness settles over the valley as I sit on the balcony in Ash’s room that will be ours from now on. Paul sits next to me also admiring the beauty of dusk. "When will he be back." I ask interrupting the silence. “Not tonight." He responds. "It’s a full moon, everyone's out." "Not me, I don't want wander off somewhere and not find my way back.” "You won't lose your way." Says Paul. "But you aren't marked yet. The first full moon after a she-wolf finds her mate she is in heat." I nod. I had no idea what being in heat was like and I wasn’t sure how to feel about it. “But as you haven’t been marked you can’t go out anyway as in heat any unmated male is going to want to take you for himself and Ash would not be pleased”. I nodded again, I knew I would never be able to be forced into something I didn’t want, especially when all I wanted was Ash! But I understood that I shouldn’t put the other unmated males into a position where they can’t help but try. After a few minutes its comp