Lahat ng Kabanata ng Pregnant, I left him To His First Love: Kabanata 141 - Kabanata 150

As their car gets closer to the packhouse, Leila’s heart pounds with nervousness, an uneasy feeling grating her nerves.It’s been five years since she last saw Tatum, five years since she last saw the man she loved with all of her only for him to betray her, five years since he looked her in the eye and told her that her penalty was death even with his child growing inside of her, five long years since he took back his promise to never let her go and watched her jump to her uncertain fate.No matter how strong she appears on the outside, the feeling of seeing him again truly makes her nervous, she doesn’t know if she has it in her to hold herself from lashing out at him, from offloading all the bitterness and anger stuffed in her chest on him.Why would that even matter? Tatum means nothing to her, her only mission here is to prove her mother’s innocence.She frowns at the pack house as their car pulls up to it, for the two years that she was Luna, she can number the times she stepped

Leila sits with a deep frown on her face, watching as Kelvin pushes Amara on the swing from a bench at the playground.Tatum barely said another word to her, leaving his threat hanging. If he wasn’t going to try and punish her, the least he could have done was apologise to her for a start instead of throwing his stupid Alpha weight around with his stupid ego, threatening her with her mother.She scoffs internally.How arrogant of him, he even dared to call her a prodigal Luna like she just left and returned on her own accord, like it wasn’t his fault she left in the first place.For a moment, she imagines Tatum as Kelvin pushing Amara on the swing. If he wasn’t so gullible to let himself be deceived so easily by Carmela, they could have been a happy family, maybe Amara would even have a sibling by now.She catches herself and immediately shakes the image out of her head, feeling repulsed and disgusted at herself for even having such thoughts.Kelvin is the perfect father for Amara an

No matter how hard she is trying to stick to Kelvin’s advice of using logic over emotion, Tatum’s hypocrisy is something she cannot stand and the bitter words slip from her tongue in annoyance before she can hold it back.She suddenly realises he hasn’t asked about Amara’s paternity, does he suspect something? Is that why he is keen on providing safe accommodation for them?Amara doesn’t look her age, she looks way smaller, no thanks to the circumstances surrounding her pregnancy and all. She is a four year old child who looks like she is going to three, Amanda believes her growth deficiency comes from having to heal Leila a lot while she was in the womb.The mere thought of it makes Leila sad and bitter, her anger towards Tatum filling her heart to a climax but when she looks back at his eyes, the grey orbs hold the same stoic calmness to them, her words seeming like they had no effect on him.There is neither pain, nor regret or remorse in his eyes and she hates how unreadable he is

“Do you like dolls? I bought you a doll house,” Tatum says and an omega appears with a box beside him.Amara squints at him before she carefully observes the box and looks back at him.“Will you help me build it? Mama doesn’t know how to,” she replies innocently.“Well, I live just opposite you,” Tatum points to the identical building behind him. “Helping you build it won’t be a problem.”“Really?!” Amara’s excitement shines, “Will you take me to the playground too? Mama has refused to let me go.”Tatum rolls his hand and curtsies to her. “Alpha Tatum at your service, Lady Amara.”Amara holds her gown up and returns his gesture in a cute way. “Thank you Alpha.”“I’m here!” Leila’s voice reaches them before she appears and the small smile on her face morphs into a scowl when she sees Tatum, her heart betraying her once again and pounding at the sight of him.“Tatum.”“Hi.”Amara looks between the both of them, squinting her eyes. “Mama, why don’t you like Uncle Alpha? You like everybod

How does he know that? Leila half sneers at him.“Did you like your doll house and have you built it?” Tatum turns to Amara with a broad smile on his lips.“Papa Kev has been busy and Mama can’t help with it,” Amara replies in a somewhat wry tone, her little face holding a look of disappointment.“Yeah…your mama has always been more brains than brawn, doesn’t care for all that physical stuff but tell you what, how about we build it together while I babysit you, like the idea?” Tatum smiles at her.“Really?!” Amara replies excitedly, “You’re awesome!”She hugs Tatum and he chuckles, softly rubbing down her back.Something tugs Leila’s heart seeing the seamless interaction between the both of them, just so natural and she feels her eyes becoming wet, so she looks away quickly, a stabbing pain she doesn’t want to feel striking her heart.This is what she wanted, this is what she saw, this…..Tatum being a good father to their kids, loving them, doting on them, it’s why she held on, why sh