Lahat ng Kabanata ng Pregnant, I left him To His First Love: Kabanata 151 - Kabanata 160

“You were just leaving,” Leila replies coldly, sifting for other options in her mind. She doesn’t want her mother remaining in custody for even one more second but Tatum is not looking after her child. “She’ll be safe with him, we don’t have much time,” Kelvin says in a frantic tone, his grip tightening on his briefcase. “Mama….” Amara’s little voice coerces. Leila grits her teeth, her ego taking a punch as she says. “Fine, nothing better happen to my child.” “She’ll be as safe as safe can be, you have my word.” Leila scoffs as she walks closer to Tatum, handing him Amara, mindlinking him. ‘We both know you’re not a man of your word, so just look after my child and if I find out you have anything to do with Amanda not being here or the judge’s emergency, I’ll cut your balls out and feed it to you.’ ‘You’ve always liked to have your hands on my balls Leila, I guess old habits die hard,’ Tatum replies, winking at her. ‘Fuck off and I mean it,’ her voice comes colder, frowning at

Everyone files out of the courtroom after the session, Kelvin goes to do the paperwork for Liana’s release so she can go home with them while Leila sits on the bench just outside the courtroom waiting for them to return. She takes out her phone and calls the house phone to check on Amara. Surprisingly she doesn’t feel as anxious as she thought she would, leaving Amara in Tatum’s care. Maybe because he’s her father or probably because a part of her knows that somewhere inside Tatum’s cold and dead heart is affection and kindness, the same kindness he extended towards her when he married her after her house was attacked. He may say he did it out of selfish love which is an obvious lie because that man doesn’t have an ounce of love for her in his heart but looking back at that event, her becoming Luna was the only thing that could have saved her from the onslaught. No one takes the call, she tries again and gets the same result. A sense of panic slowly begins to rise inside her to com

Yes she is, she’s telling him everything but her words that she wants to be with him and he’s smart enough to see that. If only she knows how much he wants to have her, how he wants to taste those small pout lips of hers and kiss them dry of moisture, how he wants to run his tongue over every inch of her body, the many times he’s imagined being intimate with her in plenty different ways but imagination is all it will ever remain. He doesn’t want to take advantage of her. Does she really love him or is she trying to move on from who she loves using him? What if she realises it too late? He shouldn’t care about that, the other guy messed up, big time, but everytime in the last four years that he wants to make a move on her, he just finds that he cannot. He has loved this woman since he was a little boy and he wants nothing more than to be by her side for a lifetime. As a boy, he would pray daily to the goddess that she would be his mate, the one made specially for him. Nothing i

Tatum’s lips quiver, unable to utter a word as they both stare at each other. Leila’s eyes full of pain and rage, Tatum’s eyes full of pain and regret. “The guilt of my choice has been my companion for a long time and I reckon it will be for the rest of my life, I don’t deserve your forgiveness, I know, but back then, there was nothing I could do, I didn’t know how to weave my way around the law.” Rage boils inside of Leila. Even now he doesn’t see any wrong with his actions, standing behind the law, manipulating and using it to his cruel end. Has he always been this vile? What sort of a cruel monster tries to kill his own innocent child and labels it justice? He is never going near Amara again, ever. “Damn you and damn your fucking law,” she spits out with venom. “I want to see how you protect Carmela with it when I come for her because I’m going to hit her so bad, slowly peel back every layer of deceit that she has wrapped around your eyes and that of your pack members and ju

Why did she kiss him? She shouldn’t have kissed him. She just thought that would be enough to convince him but he still rejected her. Now things are going to be awkward between them, she might even lose him as a friend. “Goodnight,” She says to Kelvin as she shuts the car door and Kelvin nods gently, a wry look in his eyes as he drives away. She insisted he carry on with the work he wanted to do. She turns to go inside but decides to go for a walk in the woods instead, maybe let her wolf run a little. Her head is a mess of thoughts, her heart compounded with so many emotions. The road ahead of her is long and arduous and Kelvin is the only one she knows will have her back no matter what but after tonight, she doesn’t know if she can face him again. But he promised to talk about it after everything so maybe she should calm down, try to act normal around him and see what happens. They might get through this and even come out better. “Now what’s a little stray like you doing roami