Lahat ng Kabanata ng Love, Scars and Revenge : Kabanata 71 - Kabanata 80

NICOLE'S POV I can't believe he just threatened me, is he really going to send me back to prison? I can't believe it, I am the victim here and now everyone is upset and judging me because I want revenge, he ruined my life and sending him to prison is just too easy and I need him to suffer."Nicole, you have to drop this. You heard what he said, are you really going to throw everything you have away because of revenge that won't make you feel any better?" Betty asked as she followed me to my room but I am so upset with her for defending and supporting them instead of supporting me."How do you know, how do you know that it won't make me feel better?" I asked angrily."You have killed five people already, do you feel any better or different than you felt before you went in your adventure of killing spree?" She asked curiously. Why is she attacking me like I am the worst person on earth."No I don't feel better because I have not killed the most important person, Logan is the leader an

ASHER'S POV When I took Logan out of the basement yesterday, I honestly thought that I was going to lose him. I mean he was so battered beyond recognition, he wasn't talking and he couldn't move and I was so scared that he wasn't going to survive it but he did and I am so grateful. Even now that I am staring at him on the hospital bed, he still doesn't look like himself, one of his eyes is still completely shut and I am bummed that Nicole is capable of doing something like this to him, it's fucking absurd."The state at which you brought Logan out of the basement still feels like a dream, I can't believe that Nicole actually did that to him. Like what the hell, she was really going to kill him if we didn't show up when we did." Aaron pointed out in disbelief and I can't get over it too."I am still in shock too, I mean she told me during all the therapy sessions that we had that she already killed five of the gang members and she's going to kill the last one but I tried to talk her o

NICOLE'S POV "How are you doing Nicole?" Betty asked as soon as I got back home after almost forty eight hours that I was arrested.I don't even know how to respond to her question, I mean I am the victim here yet I was arrested and locked up for more than twenty four hours all because of Asher. He knows that his brother is guilty yet he allowed me to be arrested because he is trying to save his brother, I really can't believe it... I am beyond baffled that Asher can do something like that to me even after knowing that I am the fucking victim here and I am on my right, Logan did something wrong and he has to pay, I can't just let him go just because he is Asher's brother."I know you are upset Nicole but you can't blame him." Betty pointed out when I didn't reply to her first question as I made my way to my bedroom and the fact that she thinks Asher is right to have done what he did irks me to the core, is she kidding me?"I can't blame him? Did you say I can't blame a man that put m

NICOLE'S POV I still can't get over the fact that I am pregnant and I have not even said a word since I left the hospital, I mean the thought that I could be pregnant didn't even cross my mind until Betty brought up the topic this evening and I doubt that I will get any sleep tonight after knowing what I know."So what now?" She finally asked after we got back to my room and if I had an answer to her question, I wouldn't have been this quiet.I mean I love kids and it hurts so much six years ago when I had to abort my pregnancy but it was the best thing to do at that point, I was in shock, young and it was a product of rape, so there was nothing else to do than to abort. So I wanted a baby and I looked forward to when it will be the right time and with the right person and honestly, Asher would have been the perfect guy to have a baby with but he hates me and I don't blame him, so I have no idea what to do... On any other day and time, this would have been the best news ever, Asher a

NICOLE'S POV "I have never been more humiliated in my entire life, did you see how he spoke to me in front of everyone. I made a mistake, I shouldn't have agreed to tell him, I should have just kept it to myself like I wanted to instead of allowing him to embarrass me like that." I pointed out as I stormed into my bedroom when we got back from the case."Just take it easy, he is going through a lot and he needs time to get over everything." Betty pointed out and it's so upsetting that no matter the situation, she's always on his side, I was embarrassed today in front of her and every other person that cared to watch and she's still suggesting that it's somehow my fault."Two weeks, I gave him space for two weeks and I waited till the sentence was over and you are suggesting that it's not enough time for him to get over everything?" I asked angrily as I paced around the room. "What the hell is he angry about? I am the one that should be offended, Logan almost ruined my life yet he pra