Semua Bab Rejected and Abandoned: The Luna’s Reawakening : Bab 61 - Bab 70

ROSHIDA When we eventually went back inside, we noticed that the maids were bringing food for the men and it smelt delicious. “I need to find Val- I mean, my husband. I'll be back soon.” Even though I didn't know where the hell he could be, I walked around the house, purposely avoiding the kitchen and other floors so I wouldn't run into any of the men. I walked out of the house and headed for the gate where I felt he would be. As soon as he saw me walking towards him, he ran up to me. “I don't think you're supposed to be here. What if someone sees you here?” “I'm not doing anything wrong. They made you a guard?” He nodded and glanced back at the gate. “ A guard in training. Are you working in the kitchens?” “No, I got lucky. I clean the rooms. They're utterly disgusting.” He laughed and for the first time, I didn't look

ROSHIDAWe got up even earlier the next day for some damn reason.And even then, Valfeed wasn't by my side. Even after I finished getting ready, I didn't see him so I figured that he had been called out at some point.Which meant he didn't get enough sleep.We were already scrubbing floors and toilet bowls before the sun was up. Hopefully today, we'll get to cover more ground than before.“I'm going to try to avoid that woman today. I don't know what her beef against me is but whatever it is, I'm trying to keep away from it.”It was very obvious that this was Borge's room because of the disgusting smell that was coming from it and also the fact that he was lying in a pile of his own vomit.“Can I not do this? I don't want to clean this. What to switch?”Sonia entered the room to see why I wanted to switch and she laughed..“Hell no. He seems to like you so, he's your special case.”As I stood there looking at him, I didn't know what to do. Waking him up meant waking trouble up. I was

ROSHIDAIt was my fault. I should have hidden the food just like Sonia did when we saw her walking towards us. But I didn't think we were doing anything wrong.I didn't think that eating was now a punishable crime so that is why I wasn't bothered.I could barely keep my head up. I could barely speak when Sonia came to my side and told me not to worry. I was going to tell her that I wasn't worried but how would I speak?My back felt like there were a thousand little pins in them, all pricking me at the same time.My body was too weak, too wounded and I felt so happy when she walked away complaining of being tired. It was only a matter of time before I started crying and begging for mercy and I didn't want to give her that satisfaction.Despite being in and out of consciousness, I could still hear some people laughing. Well, I guess it's good to know that some people were happy with what happened.I could hear Regina's voice but I couldn't make out what she was saying and I didn't get

ROSHIDA“You have to be joking, right?”I looked at him and didn't blink so he'd know that there was no atom of humor in what I said.“Do you want her to come drag me here by my hair again? I'm trying to avoid trouble so just let me go. I'll be very careful.”Sonia entered the room.“Valerie, why're you on your feet? Why're you out of bed? Where are you going?”Great, another person to yell at me.Valfred turned to her.“Its good you're here, maybe you can talk some sense into her. She wants to go to work. In this condition, work!”Sonia turned back to me.“Val, what is this? Why are you talking about work when you're not fully healed? Your wounds haven't even begun to scar. Stop joking around and just stay home.”Someone called her name outside so she left.“Even after what she did to you, you still want to go out there and act like nothing happened. This may all be a plan, but what she did to you was not a plan. Your injuries are real, Ro. Stop trying to ignore it. And until you're

ROSHIDA“What are you trying to say, my prince?”“Gosh, not again. Don't tell me we're back to that. I thought we were past that.”I thought we were past it too but clearly….“Ro, listen. I'm not trying to accuse you of anything. I'm just trying to help you out..you haven't eaten anything in days and you expect me not to do anything about it?”I wasn't in the mood to talk about this.“I don't know what you want me to say. There are other people who haven't eaten too. Why don't you bug them?”“Because they are not my wife! You are. I thought I told you that it'll be fine. Why aren't you eating? I'm not trying to fight with you or blame you when you're the victim. I take full responsibility for what happened that day and if I could take the pain too, I would.”I wanted to say something but the words failed me. I thought he wouldn't notice. He was always very busy with work and I thought it would be an oversight for him..“Sonia told you, didn't she?”He didn't even try to deny it.“She