Lahat ng Kabanata ng Fated but Hated: Kabanata 131 - Kabanata 140

I had stood within the courtyard for a moment, unsure what to do or where to go. My body betraying me as it trembled. Neither Lachlan nor Marcus had been willing to listen to me. Neither one felt I deserved a chance to explain. I did not know if I felt angry or upset, potentially a mixture of the two. But I knew I did not like the hurt I had seen within Lachlan’s eyes.Yet, the crazy thing was, I knew that I owed him nothing. I knew I didn’t. He had hurt me time and time again, but that bond that tied us together… that bond we had yet to break made hurting him that much harder, whether he deserved it or not. I had, in my lower moments, desperately wanted to hurt him. Cause him the same pain he had caused me. But, when it came to it, I could not bring myself to do anything that would cause him further pain...“Are you okay?” A voice spoke from behind me, a warm hand appearing upon my shoulder, and I turned to find Corey standing there, a c

am surrounded by blackness. I don't know why. Blackness. My body aches. But her scent was there. Tickling at my senses. How is that even possible? I had left her. She was not with me. I could not bear to be near her. Feeling that pain. Terrified what I may say... what I may do. I left. Angry. Hurt. Confused. I stormed away. I smashed the house up… hadn’t I? I wasn’t even sure now. What was real and what wasn't? Everything seemed somewhat of a blur, and my head hurt a little.I felt a gentle pressure upon my hand, causing my eyes to flicker. My eyelids felt like lead weights but I forced them open. Wait… I was in my bed? How did I get here?My eyes adjusted to the dim light from the glow of my beside lamp. It is her. The scent was coming from her... So am I dreaming it? So desperate to fix the mess I had created I have conjured Seren up within my head to allow that to happen? Am I losing my mind? I know I think my wolf is dying but could I now

I awoke to an empty bed and realised Seren was gone. For a small moment I could not help but wonder if I had imagined all of what had happened… nothing but a dazed dream brought on by my anger and stupor the day before. But her scent still lingers heavy in the air, and I am certain I am not imagining that. Could my mind trick me so well? And as I rolled onto my side to ease myself from my bed, I see a note upon my bedside table, confirming that, in fact, last night had happened...-----------------------------Lach,You were sleeping so peacefully and I didn't want to disturb you. I think resting will be good for you. I needed to head home and have a shower. Freshen up. Put some things right with family. I also have classes I need to fix. But I will be back.And then we need to talk. Figure out what is next.Ren.-----------------------------My eyes dart across the paper upon which she had scrawled. So many q

Seren and I walked hand in hand across the pack. Something neither one of us had done before, and damn it felt good. There were a few raised brows from the occasional pack member we passed along the way, likely wondering what was going on. Because, despite the messy situation we had found ourselves in, I knew that Marcus and our families had done all they could to try to keep it quiet. Though rumours were spreading, I had known that. We were a close knit community, and gossip spread like wildfire. Seren and I had been a hot topic of gossip from what I could gather. Even with those rumours that had been spreading, seeing the two of us together had to be a sight nobody had expected…But, whatever anyone was thinking, I did not care. I knew they likely had written off us. Our matebond. But we had found a way to make things work. The moon goddess had chosen us for a reason. Seren was the one meant for me. I just wished I had seen it sooner.“This feels so good.” I whispered gently, as we

I laid alongside Seren, having all but collapsed on top of her. My breathing erratic, my body trembling alongside her as I came down from the sheer bliss of what had just occurred. I had been able to mark her. My wolf was strong enough to mark her! Seren was finally mine! My heart soared with the idea… I knew I had wanted to make her mine, but with Tyr being absent for as long as he had been I did not know when that may be possible...Simply agreeing we would complete out matebond had been enough for me, but knowing we were now officially mates, and feeling that matebond snap into place was something else. That connection... I never want to lose her. I know previously I had questioned why the Moon Goddess had chosen Seren for me, but now I knew. Because she was always meant to be mine. After today there was no denying that.She was perfect. She was my missing piece and I had just never realised it. Only now, with her here by my side did I real