Semua Bab Dangerous Pleasures: Bab 1121 - Bab 1130

All of it was just so messy. It was like I'd unknowingly entered a labyrinth, and after already taking so many wrong turns, I had no idea how to get to where I needed to be. The goal was to be with Hannah, but I was at a loss on how to make that happen. The most straightforward path was usually the simplest one, right?She couldn't have me in her life anymore because she was in love with me and I didn't believe in love. I'd shamefully already tried convincing her that she didn't love me. So, the only avenue left was for me to adjust my own beliefs. A simple path didn't mean the journey was going to be an easy one though.My parents had divorced when I was young but already old enough to be aware of what was happening. And even when they were 'staying together for the kids,' they didn't seem to be in love. I had no real basis to use as reference. Plus, my mom's words kept echoing in my head. Her frequent warnings to never give someone so much power over you that if they left, you'd los

I was the one who'd extinguished the light in her eyes."You don't really believe that 'cause if you did, you wouldn't be here with me right now," I reasoned."I'm here with you because..." She shook her head and took a deep breath. "I'm here with you, Ellie, because I don't know how to say no to you." She laced her fingers with mine. "The way I feel whenever I'm around you—I can't resist it. So, even if I know this is all going to end badly, I'm going to play along because I'm weak.""Hann, please don't talk about yourself like that." I wished she could've just seen into my soul, so she would know that I wasn't lying to her. "And how come you sound so sure things will end? As long as you want me around, I'm not going anywhere." She was still eying me skeptically and I couldn't help but feel frustrated. "Can we please just give this a real shot? I know you're not gonna believe me, but I really want you to be my girlfriend." I blushed—a blush that deepened when I heard her laughing. "W

"Stop sulking," Hannah told me with a grin. She was sitting on the bed closer to the floor-to-ceiling windows. "This place is insanely nice. Have you seen the shower? The tub?" I held back a remark about not being able to fully enjoy the bathroom either. "There's really no reason to look like someone just told you Christmas was canceled. Plus, even if we were going to share a bed, we weren't going to... You know.""I know that." I shook away the steamy thought of hot shower sex with Hannah. "I just really wanted to hold you while we slept. I miss holding you.""I miss you holding me, too." Her quiet disclosure sent elation through my bones. I stared at her. I wanted to tackle her flat. "But... This is fine. More than fine, it's great!" She looked around. "We're like roommates."She'd developed this bad habit of trying to make what we had sound platonic. After the first few times, I'd made it a point to counter her, deciding it'd be better to nip things in the bud. We weren't just frie

"Like fire?""Like fire." I nodded. She wasn't making fun of me. She just seemed to be really fixated on the silly, little, cutesy analogy I used."Ellie..." There was so much emotion in the way she was looking at me. "Wanna do more tonight?""Yeah, of course, baby." My heart was racing. She was gazing at me as if I did something special. I couldn't pinpoint what it was though. "Only if you're ready," I reminded her softly. "I got a little carried away." I shamelessly glanced at the wet spot on her jeans. "But we can just keep making out again, I promise.""Is it okay if I just touch you though?"She didn't say it explicitly, but I knew she was really asking me if I would've been okay with not touching her. Just like how things were during the last stage of our friends-with-benefits situation. It hurt. The request made me internally question if we were really making as much progress as I thought."Of course, anything you want."I'd promised her that she was the one going to call the s

I sped up and her body rose to meet all of my thrusts. A lot earlier than I'd expected, I felt myself already nearing the edge. It should've taken either way more time or way more pressure for me to reach this point. But like with everything else in my life, the whole experience was just different with Hannah. The constant, pleasurable friction against my clit and my girlfriend's thundering screams were like irresistible siren calls to my orgasm. I somehow held it together for a few more minutes though, knowing that I needed to keep my pace steady until she came.Her fingernails dug into my back before tracing their way down to my butt. She roughly squeezed my ass cheeks and began bucking upwards with more force. I lost it first and tumbled over the edge into a pool of sex endorphins, but thankfully, it didn't take very long until she was coming, too.I was about to pull out of her when she tugged on my forearms without warning, making me lose my balance and drop my entire weight on h