All Chapters of WILL I EVER LOVE AGAIN?: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

It was a prodding kind of joke. I winced as soon as the words were out of my mouth, because I didn’t know how he would react. It sounded harsher than I intended, especially if Joemar was self-conscious about his potential sperm count.But he only laughed and said, “Manny is gay. He’s also married, so that’s two strikes against your chances with him. He’s good at his job though; he also looks for venomous snakes when he’s out here. Occasionally, eyelash vipers make it over from the mainland. Very deadly.“Snakes don’t bother me, thankfully.” I glanced along the ground as we ran. “I’ve noticed the holes in the ground, but I haven’t seen any snakes.”“Oh, those holes aren’t for snakes,” Joemar replied. He pointed at one in passing. “They’re tarantula holes.”I let out a yelp. “There are tarantulas here?!?”“Oh yeah. All over the place. There’s another hole. Two more there, next to that purple flower.”“I think I want to go back to the beach now.”The jungle seemed to muffle Joemar’s laug

Melissa Villar POVAs soon as Joemar was gone, it felt like there was a hole in my stomach. I had grown fond of him, especially in the past week where our relationship had really accelerated in the bedroom. It was now overwhelmingly clear that despite my best efforts, I was catching feelings for him. I spent much of that day wondering if he felt the same, or if I truly was just a surrogate to him.But it was easier since I wasn’t alone. Andre was here with me. We had one thing in common: without Joemar here, we weren’t quite sure what to do with ourselves. Our presence on this island was due solely to Joemar Soriano’s whim, and with him gone, we felt rudderless.At least we could be rudderless together.Now that a few days had passed since the sex dream, I was totally comfortable around Andre. I could be myself. I invited him on a jog—bullied him into it, really. He met me down by the dock wearing Hokas, running shorts, and a Dri-fit tank top.“Ready?” I asked him.“Probably not. But

“Oh, and the villain was a complete idiot!” he said heatedly. “The villain finds Claire, who she thinks is the main character Feyre, and tortures and kills her. Makes sense. But then when the real Feyre arrives, the villain suddenly decides to give her a chance! It was like in those old James Bond movies where the villain has already won, but decides to give a long monologue that allows Bond to escape. It made no sense. Why did she give her a bunch of trials? Why didn’t she just kill her the way she did to Claire? It was like she wanted Feyre to succeed. There were several times where I was yelling at my Kindle. I’m surprised you didn’t hear me.”“Ah. I didn’t think she was that dumb…”“Feyre is also a really bland heroine. She’s constantly getting rescued at the last minute in the worst possible deus-ex-machina way. I understand that this is the Young Adult genre, but I didn’t connect with her at all. Also, speaking of the genre, it was a lot more graphic than I expected. Which is gr

Roman was gripping his cock through his dress pants, stroking steadily. “I am quite enjoying it,” he purred in that posh, proper accent. “Although I would be happy to join at any time.”“Not yet,” I said, giving my ass a little shake as Andre knelt behind me. “First you have to watch—ohhh.”I trailed off as Andre filled me from behind, both hands squeezing my ass. For a little while, I closed my eyes and savored the new, more intense angle.But the dream was still fresh in my mind.“Tell him to give it to me harder,” I said to Roman.“Give it to her harder,” he said, exactly like in the dream. “She likes it hard, it appears.”“Oh, I do.”Our skin slapped together noisily as Andre buried himself into me from behind. There was a tension in his grip, and the raspy way he breathed. I wasn’t sure how much longer he could last, and there was a lot more of the dream to reenact.“We must not forget Joemar’s single requirement,” Roman said, retrieving his phone from the table. He hesitated, th

Melissa Villar POVI woke up with two warm bodies on either side of me.It was a disorienting experience. I had never woken up next to two men before. I was on my side facing Roman, based on the blond hair that was tickling my nose. That and the faint cologne that I recognized as his. That meant it was Andre spooning me on the other side, one arm lazily resting over my hip.Although my arm was sore from resting in this position, I didn’t want to move. It was so peaceful, so erotic. I felt safe and comfortable and loved.I was loved quite a bit last night.I smiled to myself as I thought about what we had done. And about what they told me they had done with one of Joemar’s ex-girlfriends. I never would have guessed the three of them had such a scandalous history together. Normally, men were weird about being naked around each other.But there was nothing uncomfortable about the way Roman and Andre shared me last night.Roman woke up first, sighing heavily and then rolling out of bed. A