Lahat ng Kabanata ng Secret Marriage To My Brother's Best friend : Kabanata 111 - Kabanata 120

REALITYDELILAHGod, I’m tired. I know I have been pushing myself when Miles is home, but is it normal to want to sleep every time Lola is down?Maybe I am just catching up.I make sure that Miles gets his time with Lola when he’s on the road, but when she’s asleep, I generally am as well. The text chats are awesome and who doesn’t love getting off? I’m just tired at night.Come to think of it, I feel hornier than usual besides being fatigued. Great combo.The thing is when I watch games with Miles, I can see he’s not as good as he normally is out there. It’s not as though he’s causing losses, but he and my brother are a critical team out there.I try to think back and determine if he’s better when we’re keeping in regular touch. When he’s home, we don’t sleep a lot at all, and I know it affects both of us. I’d say we’re happy but just always behind on sleep, though I have the luxury of being home with Lola. I can nap and believe me, I do.Miles is practicing, working out hard, and pl

REELINGMILESIarrive home two days later and find Lola and Delilah in the living room. It’s evening and they’ve probably eaten already,but I smell something delicious in the air.“Hey.”“You’re home. Long flight?”Delilah smiles in my direction, but she doesn’t meet my eyes and I wonder what is going on here. Lola makes up for it by grinning at me as she bounds across the room into my arms.“Daddy home!”“I’m home, sweet girl. How are you?”I hug her tightly, breathing in the sweet fruity scent of her shampoo as she babbles about life. I gather there’s been a lot of playing and there’s even a snippet about my sister in there, but I’m looking at Delilah the entire time while she’s still not making eye contact with me.“Did you go out with Auntie Brynn? What did you do with her?”That means that Delilah might have needed some time alone since I know how busy my sister is with school. Brynn adores Lola but she can’t find a lot of time to spend time with her, as much as she’d like. They’

SPINNING OUTDELILAHI watch Miles leave the house as my ears ring, clutching the counter to keep me standing. Why did I tell him that? The plan was to sit down and just talk it out so we could have the time to sort through it.He asked me about coffee, and I almost lost my mind, running to take a nap at the first suggestion. I was tired, but I left the kitchen as fast as possible to get away from him. It was such a good sleep and something I needed, but reality came back quicker than I expected it to.I have an hour or so before Lola wakes up. In that time, I need to calm the fuck down and figure this out, so I start by taking a long drink of my cold water. I cried all night when I found out about the baby and Alli didn’t leave my side. It felt like enough tears for a lifetime, but there is plenty more to come and I wipe one away now.Andrew will want to kill the man that caused this before he finds out it’s Miles, but that might cause an explosion big enough to rock the world. My pa

I know Miles has practice tomorrow later in the morning, so I am going to get up with Lola as I normally would. Nothing will change for that sweet little girl unless he fires me and orders me to leave his house. Miles has that right, but he knows how happy she is and his life will not get simpler with his career.He’ll make the right choice for Lola.I sit against my pillows and turn on the TV. I’ll be awake for a while and might as well kill time. Glancing at my phone, I see texts from my family, but I can’t respond. Until this is out, I’ll feel terrible lying to anyone in my family. There aren’t any from Miles and I think back to last night in his bed. That’s probably the last time we’ll ever share that kind of intimacy again, and it felt fantastic.I’m sure it had a lot to do with pregnancy hormones, but it wasn’t ever just sex with Miles. Not for me. I hate admitting that now, but I was drawn to him and once we slept together, that was it for me. I tried to be strong and failed an

Is this so wrong? Andrew would think so.I sigh and get a beer before heading to my room alone. The idea of texting her is so tempting just to have her come in and make me feel less caged, but I don’t know where Delilah is right now. I just want to feel her in my arms again and work through this mess.I am at the arena most of the following day to prep for the game, and my stomach knots up as it gets closer to the fans arriving. I know Mom will make dinner before and wonder if Delilah would go with Lola. Would they think she looks different?We’re skating and passing the puck to each other, then to our goalie, and I lift my head to see my family arriving. Delilah is holding Lola’s hand and wearing her brother’s jersey, looking beautiful. She really is glowing, and I watch as she sits down before someone nudges me.“They’re all here to cheer us on. We need to win this one.”Andrew grins and waves at his parents and sister, and I nod slowly in agreement.“That we do.”Delilah brings Lol