Semua Bab When love turns to ashes : Bab 81 - Bab 90

June sat by the small window of her modest apartment, watching the rain patter softly against the glass. The city she now called home was nothing like where she had come from no familiar faces, no comforting landmarks, just endless unfamiliar streets and strangers rushing past her every day. But in a strange way, the anonymity suited her. Here, no one knew her story. No one knew the humiliation she had endured, the love she had been tricked into giving, or the battles she had fought and lost.Valerie, her newborn daughter, stirred gently in her crib. June’s eyes softened as she looked at her ,her only source of light in this bleak chapter of life. The pregnancy had been difficult, and the birth even more so, but Valerie’s tiny fingers wrapped around hers had given June a kind of strength she never knew she possessed.But that strength came with a hard edge now. Life had taught her bitter lessons, and she swore she wouldn’t let her heart be an open target again. She had been fooled twi

At the hospital, Valerie was admitted into intensive care. Machines beeped steadily, breathing for her tiny lungs. The sight broke June in ways she never thought possible. She pressed her forehead against the glass window, watching her baby fight for life. “If something happens to her, I won’t survive it. She’s all I have. She’s my reason for living.”Days blended into nights. June barely ate, barely slept. She sat outside Valerie’s room every hour, her hands clenched in prayer, her soul begging God for mercy. Her thoughts spiraled between despair and determination.She thought about the friends she had lost, the connections severed, the life she once had. All gone. And now now even her child was slipping through her fingers. “Not this, God. Please, not this too. Don’t take her from me,” she whispered over and over, her tears never running dry.Doctors checked on Valerie daily, but the news was always the same critical, uncertain, waiting on a miracle. June’s little savings had alrea

The late afternoon sun streamed gently through the curtains as June sat on a low stool, carefully parting Valerie’s soft, silky hair. The rhythmic movement of the comb gliding through the strands always calmed June, but today her hands trembled slightly. Valerie had been unusually quiet, her big, curious eyes fixed on the children playing outside, their laughter echoing into the small apartment.“Mom,” Valerie’s sweet, almost hesitant voice broke the silence.“Yes, baby?” June replied softly, her tone warm, though she already sensed the question forming.“Where’s my father?”The comb froze mid-air. June’s heart lurched violently in her chest. For years, she had been preparing herself for this very question, but no amount of mental rehearsal had prepared her for the piercing innocence with which her daughter asked it. Slowly, she placed the comb on her lap, gathering her thoughts.Valerie turned slightly, her wide brown eyes searching her mother’s face. “The other kids… they always tal

Xander sat alone in his dimly lit apartment after the conversation with Dr. Lawrence, his hands trembling as he wheeled himself closer to the window. The city lights twinkled below like fragments of hope scattered across the dark. For years, he had drowned himself in alcohol and anger, convincing himself that he had been betrayed by life itself. But the doctor’s words echoed in his ears like an unrelenting bell: “If they come back, do you want them to return to a wreck of a man?”That night, he barely slept. His mind replayed memories of June’s laughter, her warmth, and her eyes that once looked at him with love but left him with bitterness when she walked away. Most of all, he remembered the tiny, fragile baby girl Valerie whom he never had the chance to hold properly, to see grow, to protect. His chest ached at the thought of how much he had missed.At dawn, he rolled to the desk where his phone lay. His hand hovered over it for several minutes. Would June even want to see me again?

June curled up on the edge of the narrow bed, the thin blanket twisting beneath her like a rope she could not untie. The house was quiet in that hollow, exhausted way that only came after a long day of pretending everything was okay. Outside, a distant dog barked twice and the city sighed; inside, the only sound that mattered was the faint, even breathing coming from the little cot across the room. Valerie slept as if the world meant only lullabies and soft light innocent, trusting, achingly small and that image hit June with the force of a physical blow.Her hands trembled where they lay in her lap. The memory of Larry on the doorstep, the way he had knelt, the way he had begged it unspooled in her mind and tangled with everything else. She had shoved him. She had slammed the door. She had been brutal, yes; she had not been merciful. She hadn’t wanted mercy to be her future. But the knowledge that Larry had traced her, tracked her the brittle, desperate proof that the past could fin