Lahat ng Kabanata ng Nanny For The Mafia Boss : Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

VictoriaI blinked twice to fully grasp the surroundings I was in and to fully ascertain the surprising fact that I was still alive. I made it through.It wasn't one of those cliche or stereotypical days where someone wakes up to sunlight flooding the bedroom and stuff like that. No.This was Alessandro's bed I woke up in and inside his room was where I was. He must definitely hate the light since his room was blackened out to such a shocking extent. Alessandro The very thought of his name sent scary shivers down my spine. I almost felt numb as an aftereffect of what I experienced for hours since yesterday evening. It was another day now. His side of the bed was empty and cold, signaling that he had been out of bed for a while now. Possibly, while I slept. Memories of yesterday flooded right back into my brain as I gripped the duvet closer to my body and shuddered at how much of an animal Alessandro truly was.I would rather die than go down that horrifying road with him again.

Victoria After the drama that we all just witnessed, the rest of breakfast went by in a blur. I couldn't even remember everything that happened afterwards. It was just like an out of body experience for me. Like I was there and also wasn't there.All I could remember was just passing several things over and also asking for several foods to be passed over to me. Elena made no move to talk about what Niccolo had just done to Jasmine in front of us and neither did the rest of us. They all acted like nothing happened and I did too. I followed suit and acted like nothing happened. My anchor and support system was the man seated beside me looking at something on his phone, Valentino. I'm grateful to have someone like him. We just clicked instantly and became friends. Maybe I even wished that we were more than friends in my heart. As Amara cleared up the dishes and the table after breakfast, I itched to leave the dining table. The atmosphere was quite tense in here. It was uncomforta

Victoria I had done it. I was successful. My resolve didn't break and my mind didn't break. I allowed him to touch me for a week just so I could beg him to let me go outside. It's funny how I say allowed like I had a choice or say in what he did to my body. It's Alessandro we are talking about here. I was almost sick to my stomach at the thought of asking a man for permission before I could take a step. How backward had Alessandro taken me in time? Was it to the eighties or the sixties?It didn't matter which one it was. They both were times where women were controlled and subdued. Oppressed and controlled by the men they were told were Lords over them. We learnt all that history stuff in school and never did I for one moment think that I would be enslaved and controlled by a dictator like Alessandro. Nothing was mine anymore, not even my body. It was now his to do as he wished and he made good of that privilege. Just like he had been doing with reckless abandon and withou

Alessandro World stop. That was what it felt like with Niccolo's reaction to my shocking news. I don't blame him though. He ought to feel that way. It's a tough news to bear. Even I myself when caught on my worst days would take a moment to sink everything in.“What?”He was still reeling from the information, still going round it in his mind. Even his body language was in accord. He has been clenching and unclenching his fist. “Yes. Fabiano must have promised to be her sponsor. He must have made her shiny promises to make her a star”“But I told her I would do that for her”. He muttered to himself. It made me sick to see the amount of stupidity Niccolo had been swimming in all because of a girl anybody can have. That's true. I had caught her making lusty eyes at me and that's all the more reason why I hated her as much as I did. It's not a matter of what Niccolo can do for her, rather it's a case of she can't keep it in her pants. She's a wayward woman. Immoral and sexually

Alessandro Rage. Pure Rage. Absolute and Uncontrollable Rage.That was all I felt and nothing else. I needed to release my frustrations. I needed to ease my anger. I need to hit something to feel something. PainThat was why I was currently punching the fuck out of the punching bag in my gym. Amara doesn't do it for me anymore. I tried and it just wasn't working. I wasn't feeling it and I wasn't feeling her anymore. Victoria is the cause of all this and she is definitely going to pay for it. Big time. The tablet in front of me was my only way of knowing what goes on in this house, at every moment and in every corner.I am watching. At all times. Even as I was in the gym I still had it propped up on the treadmill. I can't take my eyes off even for a second. The minute I take my eyes off of the screen, things will begin to go wrong and I hate that. I am supposed to be in control at all times. I hadn't even noticed Victoria and Valentino were getting quite close. Too close