Semua Bab ALPHA'S GIRLFRIEND : Bab 41 - Bab 42

VIVIAN'S POV- SIX MONTHS LATEROne dollar and eighty-seven cents. That was all. And sixty cents of it was in pennies. Pennies saved one and two at a time by bulldozing the grocer and the vegetable man and the butcher until one’s cheeks burned with the silent imputation of parsimony that such close dealing implied. One dollar and eighty-seven cents. And the next day would be Christmas.......It was absolutely terrifying feeling you have as you tightly hold the covers of over yourself with the knowledge that there is something hiding under your bed. You want to look, but you don't at the same time. You're frozen with fear and unable to act. That's where I found herself and I didn't know what to do next....The red ball from the snooker kits sat proudly at the top of the toybox. It had been the last to be played with and anticipated it would be the next as well. The other toys grumbled beneath. At one time each had held the spot of the red ball, but over time they had sunk deeper and dee