Lahat ng Kabanata ng Rejected By My Alpha Mate: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

After everything I’ve been through, I always thought—a part of me hoped—that somewhere out there, a happy ending was waiting for me. But death after all this pain and constant suffering? A painful death on top of that?I want to laugh.I want to rip out my hair and scream at the unfairness of it all.What was ever the point of this life?Gina takes me home.“If you tell Austin all this—” she starts.“He doesn’t want me, Gina,” I curl my hands around the cup of tea in my hand. “The vile things he’s said to me, the way he demeans me, my hybrid status is a stain on his honor. If he could, I can bet anything that he would strangle me with his own bare hands.”“Maybe you were—”“Don’t say that I could be mistaken!” I lift my head to glare at her, suddenly infuriated. “The man has treated me like trash since day one! Oh, God.” I find my anger deflating as soon as it arose, exhaustion filling me. “I’m so fucking tired of it all.”“Seline.” Gina’s voice is soft.“You know what I want to do ri

When I leave, I stand outside the town hall and close my eyes. I always thought that I had no one in my corner, but maybe it was my own insecurities not allowing me to see all the people who care so much about me. Gina, Marie, Lacy, the mayor.My heart aches, but with this one check, the mayor has taken away my worry about my savings. My lips curve softly.This one year might not be as bad as I predicted.Both Gina and Marie are quite sad when they find out that I’m leaving. But work has to go on. And with work comes no shortage of chaos.My brief dramatic flare-up from two days ago comes back to bite me in the ass in a very annoying manner when I am approached by an older wolf shifter as I begin my shift.“You’re Seline?” the wrinkled old man demands.His tone is already bordering on rudeness so I give him a wary look. “I could be.”“I’m Daston Hallow,” he says curtly. “Although I’m sure I don’t need to introduce myself.”I continue wiping down the bar. “Sorry. You kinda do. I don’t

My chest is aching to the point that I feel it will burst from all this pent-up agony inside me.“I did nothing to you, Mom. If I was such a problem, you should have left me somewhere to die or handed me to someone else. But you didn’t. And it sure is hell isn’t because of any maternal instincts within you—it’s because you needed to blame somebody. You needed to hurt somebody for every wrong decision you ever took!”As the dam finally breaks, words of anger and pain are flowing out of my mouth. And so much hatred.“I’m dying, Mom!” I want to scream at her. “Your child is dying! And instead of trying to act like a mother at least once in your life when I need you so desperately, you want me to use my remaining life to keep fueling your gambling habits.” My whole body is shaking as I point at her. “And I can bet my father didn’t leave because of me. I bet he left because of you!”“Seline!” My mother roars in shock and anger, but I don’t care.“I’m right, aren’t I?” I feel hysterical, my

SelineThe heat is instant, his touch almost scalding. For a second, I feel like my heart has stopped. And then I feel the spark of heat and desire coursing through me, overcoming common sense as my wolf growls in hunger and need.Something in my brain is screaming at me, but I can’t listen, not under this intense pressure of need and want washing all over me. I feel Austin grow stiff as he pins me to the wall, and a small voice in my brain assures me that he will move away first, mostly out of disgust.But then he moves his mouth against mine and the brain cells in my head start short circuiting. A soft moan leaves my mouth as he presses even harder against me, making me feel every inch of him, including the stiff hardness below.My mouth parts of its own volition and he takes advantage of that, forcing his tongue in and licking in my mouth. There’s a ravenous heat to him right now, as if he can’t get enough. I can feel every inch of him and it makes me shudder. I feel him thrust his

Saying that, I turn my back on him, closing the closet door, and head to the bathroom.I hear the sound of the door closing a moment later, and I close my eyes. I sink to the bathroom floor, my back to the door, and allow the tears to flow unchecked.Stupid girl. Stupid, stupid girl.I take a few days off work.Lacy comes by, and I don’t tell her anything, making excuses for my haggard appearance. I don’t have the strength to tell her the truth.In a fit of exhaustion and heartbreak, I neglect taking the potions the healer gave me, allowing myself to waste away. I can feel myself grow weaker, my appetite disappearing as I stay in.I don’t charge my phone, letting the battery drain.A week of this is put to an end when Mayor Hamrington barges into my home one evening.Before I know it, two of the men with him grab me, and pour a bottle of potion down my throat before dumping me unceremoniously on the tattered armchair. I’m still blinking in shock as they leave just as abruptly, leaving