All Chapters of Mafia Kingpin: A Dark Organized Crime Romance: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

“You'll find another bitch to sleep with, stop crying for God's sake,” Trex spat bitterly, rolling his eyes at me.“It was more than just sleeping together!” I shouted. “She was special!”“Special or not, she was a goddamn spy, Abid!” Trex accused. “Are you forgetting the goddamn code?! Steve made it clear there's no room for snakes on our team!” He shook his fists angrily. “If you sided with her and ratted out Steve, you would've ended up like Bilal too! Don't forget the fucking favour I'm doing for you by not telling Steve that your girlfriend was a goddamn cop!”I took a deep breath in, my face falling. It felt like I was going to break down.“Never forget how much Steve did for us, Abid!” Trex roared. “He took us off the goddamn streets! He taught us how to hussle! He brought us where we are today, we're at these positions in the goddamn Mafia because of Steve! And you were going to turn your back on him over a bitch you knew for a few weeks?!”Tears slid down my cheeks. I was so

CHAPTER 8THE FUNERAL§ LOUIS §“We will now have a moment of silence for Ellie,” said the priest.I was at Ellie’s funeral… with Keelan and Ellie’s mum and dad.We were the only people that came.It felt so surreal. I didn’t want to believe that this was happening. It was like I was trapped in a nightmare… and I couldn’t wake up. Just thinking about how depressed Ellie was. How miserable she was, to the point that she would take her own life…And I blamed myself. I fucking blamed myself. When I’d walked out of her bedroom when me and Keelan went over to her house that day… and I looked back, not wanting to leave her alone. Seeing the state that she was in, collapsed on her floor in a ball, rocking backwards and forwards…But I left her there.I left her there, and left her house.I didn’t turn around and walk back to her bedroom to help her.I just kept on walking.The photographs that the police had taken of her bedroom from the night she committed suicide kept replaying and replayi

DAYS LATER…I was the last to jump into the window, and I slowly creeped to the living room of the house, where Swoop, Likkle T and Chase were searching around for goods to steal.“Wow, this house is flashy as hell!” Swoop said, excited.“We're gonna be rich after tonight, boys,” Likkle T added.“Come on,” Chase urged quickly. “Let's grab some stuff before the owners come home.”I took a deep breath in… and then joined them, frantically shoving random items into a black bin bag for us to carry out when we ran out of the house.Since Ellie's funeral, a different side of me came out. I didn't care about the consequences of my actions anymore, and I behaved recklessly. I didn’t even feel guilty about the shit that I was doing now… The shit that I used to beat myself up about, because I felt so fucking bad. This time, there was nothing stopping me. Nothing getting in my way…Not even my conscience.I carried on robbing houses with the guys from school, and I played violent video games on

After what happened with Jackson… I ran to the convenience store. I really didn’t want to be alone right now. I was keeping everything inside of me bottled up, and I really needed somebody to talk to, no matter who it was.The owner of the convenience store was an Indian man named Raj. I was one of his regular customers; I always went to his shop to buy some snacks before I went to school, so he was quite fond of me and we exchanged some jokes and banter here and there.He was the only person left that I could think of who would actually just sit there and listen to me without judging me or making me feel like shit for having feelings. Everybody expects boys not to cry… But that’s fucking bullshit. The mental health of a man matters just as much as a woman’s does.I walked into the shop, sighing. Raj was sat there behind the counter, counting the change in his till. He looked up and saw me standing there, and his eyes instantly lit up.“Keelan!” he exclaimed, with his hands on his hip

By now, I was on my 5th shot of my vodka and cranberry drink, and I felt so fucking waved. The next song came on, Rain by Aitch and AJ Tracey, and I bopped my head to the beat.As I looked around the room, I saw a girl with wild bright red hair, bright blue eyes, who was wearing a bralette paired with black leggings and sneakers. She dressed casually, but she was still effortlessly sexy. She was staring right at me, biting her lip and teasing me with her cleavage.It was Maddy, a really pretty girl, who was from my science class. She was one of the few girls in our school who wasn't actually a sket, and didn’t try to fuck every man that breathes, or steal other girls’ boyfriends. Me and her had good banter at school. She was really nice – she was probably the only girl I could actually stand talking to without getting bored.I stared back at her, eyeing her body up and down, and she scratched her arm, blushing. It was cute how she was getting all shy. I saved her from having to come o