Ever since I moved back to my home town it’s been flattering to watch men,gawk at me,I left this town of cercio when I was 15 I was always a scrawny looking kid,not the best looking really,braces,glasses,riddled with pimples,bullied, always alone ,isolated.But the year before I moved to the big apple,I made a friend ,a guy his name was  Ryan,i had a crush on him like forever,and after he stood up for me one time,we became inseparable,he always walked home with me,he had the stunning look of those k-pop idols,the clear glass skin,the brown eyes and long lashes,gorgeous hair,thick brows and well sculpted lips, he looked beautiful,even then.So it was shocking that he would ever want to be my friend,we hung out every day,had sleep overs at some point, drank alcohol for the first time together ,and scrunched our faces and the disappointing taste of beer in our mouth.The day before I left ,we met up at the beach where I rested my head on his shoulder as we listened to the waves,push and 
 Last Updated : 2025-09-30
Last Updated : 2025-09-30