Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha Sugar Daddy: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

(Natalia)I could not argue. I didn’t want to talk. Tonight, I didn’t even want to think. I just wanted to feel and accept what Blaze was offering. I silenced all thoughts in my head as he put one aching nipple inside his wicked mouth, swirling his tongue around it, teasing it, and then sucking it. Gently at first, before giving it to me hard.I had to bite my lower lip to stop myself from moaning loudly at the delicious sensation and immediate relief it brought to me. Blaze was so good at it. He was tasting me. Licking me. And sucking me like he’d been wanting to do this for a long time. Every swipe of his tongue was bringing me closer and closer to the edge that I didn’t notice that I was grabbing his head and pulling him closer to my chest as I lost myself to the primal pleasure that I had never experienced before.Blaze alternated sucking each breast, giving them his equal attention. And when he bit the tip, it took all my willpower not to scream his name as I reached my climax so

(Blaze)“You sound jealous, Blaze.”How many women who passed by in my life deliberately looked at other men and sought them in hopes that I would feel jealous and take them seriously? I lost count. After not getting their desired reaction from me, they cursed me and even ended up using their tears, hoping that I would have a change of heart, something which would have only been possible if I had one.If they were in Natalia’s position tonight, I was certain I would be seeing an entirely different reaction than the princess’ burdened one.“That’s absurd,” I answered casually despite the fact that my ego just suffered a critical hit. “Jealousy is for boys.”That was too shallow a word. It could not encompass the way my chest constricted at the mere mention of someone else. It certainly would not be able to describe how my thoughts darkened and how difficult it was to breathe at the thought of her spending time with a man that wasn’t me.The moment I saw how Natalia’s face brightened du

(Blaze)Regret was only for selected people. People who have conscience. People who still have hearts. That was the reason why for the past three years, I did not regret severing my bond with Natalia. Regretting means I had feelings, and I didn’t. Tying her with a man like me would not only destroy my friendship with her father, it would also destroy her future.Natalia wanted love. She needed it. Hell, I watched her grow up as a romance fanatic. She had all those books about fairytales. She believed in all the good and beautiful things while I was too jaded, too burned out, too cynical.And fuck, too old too.That’s why when Natalia left for the human realm, I was relieved. I had gone out with Mikhail several nights after that as he drank his heart out and whined like a mother hen who was forced to watch his little girl fly out of the nest. His usual ruthless expression turned into sadness, into grief. I was there and sat beside him, drinking quietly while he complained and while he

(Natalia)Blaze’s wolf roared furiously. The reaction was opposite to the man sitting in front of me. Did I just see pain flash those green eyes? Maybe I was hallucinating. There was no way Blaze would feel pain for anybody, especially for me.He didn’t even feel anything for the past few years while I had to carry the pain by myself every night.Blaze burned the dagger before pressing his palm over my thigh.“Don’t you dare heal me,” I warned. “I need it. I need the pain to keep me sane.”Otherwise, the in heat omega in me would attack him. And he would let me. Out of responsibility. Out of temporary lust.“Natalia-““If you can’t tolerate it, then get out of here, Blaze.”It was a simple stab wound, nothing a war general like Blaze hadn’t seen before. But he and his wolf were reacting as if my whole body was bleeding. I was relieved he didn’t push through the interrogation. Instead, he turned off the shower knob and gently carried me out of the bathroom.He had me sit on the divan as

(Blaze)“Next time you feel the heat symptoms again, call me. Don’t suffer by yourself. Most of all, don’t ever hurt yourself again, Natalia. You have me. Use me. Do whatever you want to me. Screw the contract. Say what you need and I will give it to you, whatever it is.”I needed to say that. I needed her to know that I was not going to fight this thing between us anymore. That I was willing to explore this, wherever this may lead, even if it meant that I would have to fight her father.Because it was her.Because she was worth the blood I know I would have to shed.“I’m not sure, Blaze,” she rasped, looking drowsy. “I’m not sure if I can do that without remembering it.”“Remembering what?”“I did call you, you know. A few months after I went to the human realm, when the heat struck me so bad I couldn’t even stand and no suppressants worked, I dialed your number.”“And?” I didn’t know. I didn’t remember answering any calls from her for the past years. “What happened?”Her voice was a