LOGIN“We are mates, Blaze. Why were you kissing another woman when I’m right here? We belong to each other.” “Belong to each other? You and I?” A cruel chuckle escaped Blaze’s mouth. He stood so close that he was only a breath away. His thumb brushed over my bottom lip, making me shiver. “What kind of fantasy world do you live in, Natalia? I should talk to your father and advise him to stop buying you some useless fairytale books.” “But it’s true,” I insisted even if my confidence was shattering. “The mark on your wrist-“ “Doesn’t mean anything. I will never belong to a girl. Much more, to someone like you.” “I’m no longer a little girl, Blaze. I’m a woman now.” To prove my point, I tiptoed and grabbed his nape. I pulled him to me and crashed my lips on his, fulfilling another dream of mine. To kiss him. But it was like kissing a statue. The fire that he had shown as he kissed another woman was gone. Instead, the man in front of me was… ice cold. In the end, I was the one who had to pull away. His voice was mocking when he asked, “Have you had your fun, little princess?” Blaze rejected our bond and left me broken that night. I swore to never meet him again, but destiny had another plan. Three years later, here we are, forced into an arranged marriage for the benefit of our kingdom. I’ve moved on. I learned my lesson. But Blaze, my father’s best friend, and his soldier, has changed. Whatever Blaze wants, he makes sure to get using any means necessary. And this time, what he wants is me.
View MoreDi tengah malam yang gelap gulita, Audrey duduk menghadap telepon umum.
Digenggamnya beberapa koin uang yang tersisa.
Sejak perceraian orang tuanya, masa kecil Audrey hanya penuh dengan pemandangan suram. Sang ayah terjatuh dalam jurang depresi. Setiap hari dia berangkat bekerja sebagai buruh pabrik dan meninggalkan Audrey sendirian di rumah. Upah buruh yang tidak seberapa selalu habis untuk biaya makan dan mabuk-mabukan Arman, tidak jarang Arman menjual barang-barang rumah demi bisa mabuk. Audrey pun harus bertahan di rumah yang berdinding tambalan kayu yang saat hujan akan bocor dan saat musim salju selalu ada banyak arang yang terbakar di setiap penjuru tempat karena tidak ada penghangat ruangan. Audrey sangat marah. Namun, dia tidak bisa membenci sikap ayahnya setelah mendengar cerita dari banyak orang bahwa Arman berubah menjadi pemabuk semenjak ditinggal oleh isterinya yang berselingkuh. Menyedihkannya sejak Audrey menginjak usia lima belas tahun, Arman mulai berhenti bekerja karena terkena kanker. Sehingga, ketika Audrey lulus sekolah SMA, dia harus banting tulang menerima pekerjaan apapun untuk menggantikan peran ayahnya agar bisa bertahan hidup dan mencari biaya pengobatan. Satu tahun setelah Audrey lulus sekolah, kini keadaan Arman semakin parah dan tidak lagi bisa hanya meminum obat di rumah. “Keadaan ayah Anda semakin memburuk, namun biaya untuk kemoterapi cukup banyak, pihak rumah sakit tidak dapat memberi keringanan lagi,” ucap seorang perawat, “Untuk melakukan beberapa kali kemoterapi dan biaya lainnya, kemungkinan Anda butuh seratus ribu dollar.” Audrey terhenyak kaget, darimana dia bisa mendapatkan uang sebesar itu? “Apa dengan kemoterapi, ayah saya bisa sembuh?” tanya Audrey. “Ya, ada banyak pasien yang bersih dari kanker setelah kemoterapi.” Audrey mengusap sikunya dengan tangan yang berkeringat dingin. “Tolong lakukan yang terbaik untuk ayah saya, saya akan mengusahakan semua biayanya,” pinta Audrey dengan suara bergetar menahan tangisan. “Waktu Anda hanya tinggal dua hari lagi Nona Audrey. Hubungilah kerabat Anda agar bisa mereka bisa membantu.” “Saya akan mengusahakannya,” jawab Audrey penuh keyakinan saat itu. Tapi, kini Audrey putus asa. Seluruh kenalan dan kerabat Arman yang ditelpon untuk meminta pertolongan–menyatakan bahwa mereka tidak bisa. Tes! Gerimis mulai turun, membawa kilauan cahaya di bawah terangnya lampu jalanan. Wajah Audrey terangkat, matanya berkaca-kaca menahan tangisan putus asanya, tidak tahu harus kemana lagi kini dia meminta pertolongan. Dikeluarkannya buku kecil dari saku jaketnya yang lusuh, melihat satu-satunya nomer telepon yang belum dia coba hubungi, yaitu ibunya. Sejak ditinggal pergi bercerai, wanita itu sama sekali belum pernah datang berkunjung menemui Audrey, bahkan sekadar menanyakan kabar. Sejujurnya, Audrey sama sekali tidak pernah tahu seperti apa kehidupan ibu dan kembarannya sekarang. Begitupun dengan rupa ibunya yang telah tidak ada lagi dalam ingatan. Apakah bisa, kini Audrey menghubunginya untuk meminta tolong? Setelah cukup lama mempertimbangkannya dalam perenungan, Audrey masuk ke dalam ruang telepon umum lagi dan memasukan koin-koin terakhir yang dia miliki, mengharapkan bantuan ditengah keputus asaannya. Suara deringan telepon yang tersambung terdengar. Audrey menantinya sambil merapalkan do’a, berharap ibunya bersedia membantunya. “Hallo,” suara seorang wanita terdengar dibalik telepon. Bibir Audrey bergetar, beberapa kali dengan mengatur napas untuk mengumpulkan keberanian berbicara, “Saya ingin berbicara dengan Nyonya Salma.” “Saya Salma, Anda siapa?” Audrey meringis, menekan dadanya yang berdebar kencang menyadari bahwa itu suara ibunya yang selama ini tidak pernah diketahui. “Sa saya Audrey, adik Aurelie.” Hening…. Salma tidak memberikan reaksi apapun dibalik teleponnya setelah tahu dia berbicara dengan Audrey, kembarannya Aurelie. “Kebetulan sekali, bagaimana kabarmu Audrey?” tanya Salma setelah cukup lama diam. Audrey mengusap sudut bibirnya tidak kuasa menahan tangisan yang sudah mendesak. “Saya baik-baik saja, ta tapi ayah sakit,” jawabnya terbata. “Kau butuh bantuan?” tanya Salma langsung menyadarinya. Audrey terdiam sejenak, menggenggam erat gagang telepon. “Jika Ibu berkenan, saya ingin meminta tolong kepada Ibu,” jawab Audrey tidak membuang waktu, itu koin terakhirnya dan dia tidak bisa menghubungi Salma lagi jika waktunya telah habis. “Jadi apa yang kau butuhkan?” Audrey tercekat kaget mendengar tanggapan ibunya yang begitu cepat menjawab tanpa meminta banyak kepastian apakah Audrey jujur atau berbohong. Beberapa kali Audrey mengatur napasnya, mengumpulkan keberanian untuk berkata, “Saya butuh seratus ribu dollar untuk ayah kemoterapi,” jawab Audrey terbata. “Itu uang yang cukup besar, kau bisa mendapatkannya asal bersedia memenuhi satu syarat.” Tanggapan baik Salma yang langsung bersedia membantu meski harus syarat, sedikitpun tidak memunculkan kecurigaan, justru membangkitkan harapan Audrey untuk bisa memperjuangkan kesembuhan ayahnya. “Syarat apa yang harus saya penuhi?” tanya Audrey dengan penuh semangat.Apapun akan dia lakukan jika itu bisa membuat ayahnya kemoterapi dan sembuh dari sakitnya.
Mungkin, Tuhan menjawab doanya lewat sang ibu?
(Declan)Present TimeI lived a pretty smooth life. It could be because of my family’s influence on the council, but I grew up never having enemies. I didn’t know hate or envy. I hadn’t felt such intense emotions before. But that night, I understood what it meant to be envious of someone I hadn’t met yet, the same way I felt rage brimming inside my chest.I had no idea who ‘love’ was, but I learned what hate truly meant thanks to him.Today, seeing the man behind Natalia’s tears didn’t lessen the hatred within me. It took a few months after that incident before she finally admitted who her ex-mate was one drunken night.I clenched my hands. How could Blaze Kingston act as if he still had a claim on her after what he did to her?I didn’t care who he was. Kingston may be a hybrid, a general, hell, he could even be the king, and it wouldn’t wipe the nasty image of him in my head. He may have been the hero for the people here, but he had been the villain to his mate. No, scratch that. For
(Declan)Two years ago…‘What’s his name?’ I recalled asking Natalia when I found her in the middle of her living room, lying on the carpet, her body was cold, her swollen eyes were shut tight as she clutched onto her wrist. There was a new mark there. She smelled of wine, sweat, and blood.Today was her birthday and yet, she looked like the saddest person in the world, and the most drained. The friends she’d made thought she was celebrating this day with someone special, or maybe with the Alpha King himself. They believed she was only being secretive about it. They believed she was having the time of her life right now.Natalia Larsen was the crown princess. There was no way she shouldn’t celebrate her birthday with a bang. Those who were ranked below her celebrated their special days with such extravagance. As a matter of fact, the other day, I saw the news about the daughter of a council lord celebrating her birthday flaunting mana, magic or whatever it was called with so much flar
(Blaze)“Next time you feel the heat symptoms again, call me. Don’t suffer by yourself. Most of all, don’t ever hurt yourself again, Natalia. You have me. Use me. Do whatever you want to me. Screw the contract. Say what you need and I will give it to you, whatever it is.”I needed to say that. I needed her to know that I was not going to fight this thing between us anymore. That I was willing to explore this, wherever this may lead, even if it meant that I would have to fight her father.Because it was her.Because she was worth the blood I know I would have to shed.“I’m not sure, Blaze,” she rasped, looking drowsy. “I’m not sure if I can do that without remembering it.”“Remembering what?”“I did call you, you know. A few months after I went to the human realm, when the heat struck me so bad I couldn’t even stand and no suppressants worked, I dialed your number.”“And?” I didn’t know. I didn’t remember answering any calls from her for the past years. “What happened?”Her voice was a
(Natalia)I secretly congratulated myself for not getting swept away. I may be too vulnerable to run right now, but I still had half my rationality with me. I didn’t want to think hard about Blaze’s every word anymore. I was done analyzing. He didn’t add another word which would have made any other woman assume.I didn’t.I knew what it was like to expect. I used to do that a lot. Come to think of it. Blaze was not the entire reason for my broken heart. It was me. It was my expectations.“It’s your turn,” I dared instead. “Tell me about your wife. I didn’t even know you had one. Not a lot of people seem to know it.”“I didn’t think it was important to talk about it,” Blaze answered as he stepped out of the balcony with me still in his arms.I frowned. “You married her. Of course, it was important. What happened between the two of you?”“My parents are fated mates, Natalia,” he said out of the blue.I shook my head. What did I expect? That he would answer me as truthfully as I did? “I
(Natalia)At exactly two in the morning, I decided to just give up on sleeping and get up. I’d been tossing and turning for hours now at the thought that the man who broke my heart was the same man who had his head between my legs, who licked me and sucked me like there was no tomorrow, and who int
(Blaze)“You sound jealous, Blaze.”How many women who passed by in my life deliberately looked at other men and sought them in hopes that I would feel jealous and take them seriously? I lost count. After not getting their desired reaction from me, they cursed me and even ended up using their tears
(Natalia)“Part those pretty lips for me, love. Otherwise, I might be forced to suck them and bite them until you do,” my fake fiancé gently commanded, a smile playing on his lips while threatening me with something I had no doubt he would do. He was that determined to see this act through until da
(Natalia)“Does this mean that you finally got over your ex-wife, General Kingston? Some people assumed she was the reason why you didn’t take women seriously after your marriage ended.”My lips parted. Not only because of the unexpected question, but because I didn’t hear about that in all the yea
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