Jonas PoVAnd all those memories flooded me, making me feel like I was drowning in a deep, dark, bottomless ocean.I felt tight and my chest hurt a lot, as if I was being crushed by a large stone. I'm sweating, even though I'm cold.Xander's hug was very tight, just like when he hugged me before, while crying and saying Cyntia's name.I couldn't move, trapped in his huge body and the memory of my painful first s*x with him."Xander, let me go, please, Xander, let me go," I whispered hoarsely.I cried and realized that my tears were soaking through the light blue hospital gown that Xander was wearing, with nothing underneath.I'm scared. He might hurt me like before. Forcing himself on me, without listening to my moans and cries, but strangely, in my confusion I realized that I was instead clutching his hospital gown tightly, as if holding on to him for fear of drowning.I felt Xander's body stiffen beneath me, but his embrace didn't loosen. He kissed my head and forehead while whi
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