EMMA’S POVThe living room smells like stale grief and untouched food.I am on the floor, my back against the couch, my knees drawn to my chest. My sobs come in waves that knock the air out of me and leave me gasping, embarrassed by my own survival. I clutch the fabric of my gown like it might anchor me to something solid, but everything inside me feels scraped raw.Mum is gone.Every time I think I have grasped the words, ‘Mum is gone’, they slip through me again, leaving another ache behind.My chest burns, my throat is sore and my eyes feel swollen shut, yet the tears keep coming, without a hold.I rock slightly, whispering words. If only. I should have. I didn’t know. I didn’t mean to.The door to the kitchen creaks open.Hilda appears in front of me holding a plate—cereal, I think, and milk. The smell makes my stomach tighten unpleasantly.“Emma,” she says softly, kneeling beside me. “Please. Try to eat something.”My gaze is fixed on the wall across the room, on a faint crack th
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