But just remember the feel of his lips on mine, the way he had me pressed up against him... I wanted him to touch me... I wanted so much more and I fucking know it's wrong!I'm sure he kept his wife more than satisfied. They had been in love... what more could any woman ask for?The way he kissed me yesterday was like a man starved of affection. Like he'd been drowning in his own darkness and I was his lighthouse calling him to safety.And I wanted to be! God, I wanted to be what he wants. Where he finds safety and love... I wanted like hell to kiss the darkness from his soul.That's just stupid though. Because obviously I wasn't important to him. He had already moved on with someone else before I could get my head on straight.I close my eyes, hoping my head stops spinning for a bit, but it doesn't help. I didn't realize you could get dizzy like this? Is this vertigo? I've studied the concept, but never experienced it before. Whatever the hell I've got? I fucking hate it.I'm sick...
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2026-01-12
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