Lahat ng Kabanata ng Ruin me, Stepbrother: Kabanata 121 - Kabanata 130

What the fuck is wrong with me?I dressed up happily, was unhappy that he wasn't early, and now the day isn't happening again, and what do I feel relief?What fucking relief? Why relief?But, what's next?It's 7:13 PM. I'm dressed up with nowhere to go. Mom and Dad gone for hours, and Jax, my Stepbrother is upstairs.The thought hit me.Jax is upstairs. The house empty. I'm all dressed up.What do I do with that?I don't know why.But I grabbed my keys, my purse, headed to the door, and going to my car.What am I going to do?Maybe drive somewhere to clear my head. Clear my head and try to properly process this, and not just sit in the house.Outside the evening air was cool. The sun was setting, and it was all orange-ish. I walked to my car in the driveway. I opened the driver's door, slid in and the door.I just sat there. I sat there not knowing what to do.My keys were in my hand, and I was about to put them in the ignition. I was just about to start the car. And do what? Go some

"Why did you do that?" My frustration came out. "Make me go out with him? Push me toward him?"I was finally asking what I always wanted to ask, even though I've done that and there's not answer to it that I didn't know already, but I still always feel like I need to fucking ask.He ran his hand through his hair."I asked you to keep seeing him to see reasons why you shouldn't be with someone like me." I know those words I've heard before. "But somehow between meeting him, and that happening, he disappeared."I cleared my throat awkwardly. "Ugh ugh."I didn't know what exactly I'm supposed to say.The whole thing was confusing to us. The only person who could, who just could bring a change of story to all our forbidden actions is gone, not by our doing. Just circumstance. And a rather serious one.Feels like the universe is making some fucking decisions.Then he looked at me again. Even more this time. He looked at me. Like he really wants to see the whole of me. All of it."You got

He paid so much attention to my nipples, his tongue flicking over them, and his teeth was grazing them very gently until they were hard and aching and I was squirming against him.Then he was guiding me backward, walking me toward his bed, his mouth was still on mine, kissing me the whole way.The back of my knees hit the mattress and I sat down, looking up at him from his bed, and my heels were still on and something about that made all of this even way hotter.He knelt in front of me, right there between my spread legs, and his hands went to my ankles."These too," he said quietly.He slid the heels off one at a time, setting them aside very carefully like, and then he kissed my ankle after each one. The tenderness of it made my chest tight.Then he was massaging my feet where the heels had pinched them and the care in that simple gesture made me want to cry and fuck him at the same time.His hands slid up my calves, my thighs, and then he was guiding me back with gentle pressure on

The sounds were crazy. It was all wet sounds. The wet squelch of my pussy being fucked for the first time. The slick slide of his cock moving through my tight channel. My gasping moans. His grunts of pleasure.Every sound was so very fucking wet, just wet hot sounds.“So wet,” he said. “Your pussy is dripping all over my cock, making such filthy sounds. Listen to yourself getting fucked.”I listened and oh my fucking god he was right. Every thrust made a wet, dirty sound. My soaked pussy was getting soaked more and more, dripping very well and coating his cock, making the slide easier and the sound filthier even though I was still so very tight.“Touch yourself,” he commanded. “Rub your clit while I fuck you. I want to feel you cum on my cock.”My hand went between us and I found my swollen clit and started rubbing and the sensation was so instant, intense and crazy. It felt like I was getting peak ecstasy and just fucking unlocked a way to get even way way more.His cock was sliding

And when he finally shifted behind me again, when I felt him reposition, lining me up exactly how he wanted—My breath caught.Then he pushed me down, and now my pussy was directly in front of his hard cock.He leaned in and brushed his leaking cock over my pussy. "Nnn—nnn—fuck…"“That's how a good girl should be,” he groan at the site of my swollen used pussy. “Look at this view. Your ass spread open for me. Your pussy all pink and swollen from being fucked, and my cum leaking out of them. You’re the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”He rubbed his hand on my glute, and i felt his cock at my entrance.It was soft, like the same gentle press as before. Then suddenly, he he grabbed my hips and pulled me up onto my knees, with my ass up in the air and my face in the pillow.“i need you to be like this,” he commanded. “Your ass up, and face down. Let me see everything while I fuck you.”I froze in that exact position.He then positioned his cock and pushed in and "fuck" it was very different