All Chapters of Ruin me, Stepbrother: Chapter 201 - Chapter 210

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Truth Or Dare

"We should probably head inside," he said, standing and offering me his hand. "It's getting cold as fuck out here."I let him pull me up, and we stood there for a moment, face to face in the dying firelight, close enough that I could feel the warmth coming off his body."Thank you," he said quietly. "For being honest with me. For not just saying what you think I want to hear.""Of course."He leaned in and kissed me, soft and sweet and brief, and I kissed him back very soft and deep.When we pulled apart, he grabbed the whiskey bottle and we headed inside, leaving the fire to burn itself out safely.The cabin felt warm and cozy after the cold outside, the interior fire still going strong. Miles added a log to keep it burning and we settled on the couch, the blanket from last night draped over both of us.The whiskey was starting to hit harder now, combining with the beer from dinner and the emotional intensity of the past hour to create this floating, disconnected feeling.I was defin

Swell Of My Boobs

We made it to the bed in a tangle of limbs and lips and desperate hands, falling onto the quilts with Miles just barely on top of me, his weight pressing me into the mattress. His mouth fell on my lips, my neck, my jaw, and my lips again, and his hands were sliding under my shirt, pushing it up, exposing skin.I should have felt consumed. Should have felt that electric pull, that need that made everything else fade away. Should have wanted this so badly that nothing else mattered.Instead, I felt like I was watching from outside my own body.His hands found the hem of my shirt and he pulled back slightly. His eyes were dark with pure want, lust and whiskey. "Can I?"I nodded, unable to speak, and he pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it aside.I was wearing a simple cotton bra, nothing sexy, nothing planned, and his hands moved to touch me through the fabric, and his lips found mine again.I kissed him back. Tried to sink into it. Tried to feel what I was supposed to feel.He pul

Who’s In My Head?

He sat up too, running a hand through his hair, trying to catch his breath and sober up enough to have a coherent conversation. "Talk to me. What's going on?"I don't know what was going on was that my body wouldn't cooperate. I don't know why it wouldn't give me what I needed to make this work. Why it wouldn't respond the way it was supposed to, wouldn't let me want him enough, wouldn't give me enough that I could get through this."I'm sorry," I said, and my voice came out small and broken. "I thought I could...I wanted to be able to... but I can't.""Can't what?" His voice was gentle, patient, even though I could see the confusion and hurt starting to creep into his expression"This. Any of this." The words were spilling out now, too much whiskey and too much emotion making it impossible to maintain any kind of filter. "I've been trying so hard to want this, to want you the way I should, to make this work, but I can't, and I'm so fucking sorry because you deserve someone who can ac

Is It Your Stepbrother?

He stood up abruptly, pacing across the small bedroom area, with his fingers running through his hair. I could see him trying to process, trying to figure out what the fuck had just happened, how we'd gone from making out on the couch to this."Is there someone else?" he asked finally, turning to face me.My heart lurched so violently it almost hurt. Every lie I'd told over the past few months flashed through my mind at once. Every carefully chosen word. Every conversation I'd redirected. Every time I'd promised myself I'd deal with Jax later, after I'd figured myself out.This is the moment where every thread I'd been desperately trying to keep separate finally tangled together. There wasn't an answer I could give that wouldn't hurt him.The question hung in the air between us, and I knew I should lie. I should say no. It's easily sensible that I protect Jax and myself and the secret we'd been keeping. But I was so fucking tired of lying, and I felt like a total shit and I also Miles

Almost Home

I knew where I was before I even opened my eyes.The morning light was cutting in through the window, and I could feel how sore my neck was even before I was fully awake, or even moved at all.My neck was sore from all the crying into the pillow, and my eyes were swollen and heavy. I felt a very sharp headache,and my body felt like it wasn't mine at all.I was still in my short skirt, and i lay there for several minutes, just staring at the loft ceiling. There was no sound from below.Was he awake? Or still asleep? The silence told me nothing and I didn't want to go down there. But I must.I forced myself to sit up and reach for my bag on the floor beside the mattress, mostly unpacked because I'd barely used anything. The weekend was supposed to be longer than this. And In my head, it actually even felt longer.I found my phone on the floor too, and tried to turn it on. The battery was completely flat.I picked up my bag, and made my walk to the stairs.Each step felt loud, very loud

Fake-dating

I didn't move from the door for a long time.I just stood there with my back against it and my bag at my feet and I could feel the silence of the house pressing in from all sides. My eyes were still closed. I was listening to something without knowing what.Eventually I pushed off the door and picked up my bag and walked to the sitting room. Not because I had a plan, but just because standing in the entryway felt too exposed.I dropped the bag near the couch, and didn't even unzip it. I let it fall and stood there in the middle of the room with my arms at my sides like I'd forgotten what arms were for.The house was quiet but not the empty kind. Mom and Dad's cars had been in the driveway when Miles pulled in. Which means that they're definitely at home. And also that I need to hold myself together, and not act like I've just seen a ghost.And Jax. Where is Jax.I started pacing. From couch to window, window to couch. It wasn't like a decision I was making, more like my body needing t

One Less Trouble

My mind flew away when I heard his say that. Mom and Dad left?Just thinking about it made those words feel like some skit or a sort of prank that was just to make me react in a way that my reaction will be read. But Jax wouldn't do that sort of prank.I blinked. "What?""They're gone. Tokyo. The trip they told you they were having.""I thought it was not until—""Yeah. It was rushed. Something came up, and... they left this morning."I just stood there, finding it difficult to process the words. "This morning?""Yes, this morning. And according to Mom and Dad, they tried to reach their dear daughter." Then he took a little pause. "But they couldn't."He turned like he was leaving, then reversed back to face me. "Sometimes just.." He took a little pause, and his eyes held that specific, direct and even look. "Sometimes you should check your phone."That was when finally turned, and headed toward the kitchen, with those broad shoulders and unhurried stride, like he hadn't just rearrang

Naked From My Waist Down

I'd been in bed for hours.Movie after movie, the laptop screen was the only visible light in the room, and I'd barely absorbed any of it. I even had to switch back to romantic comedies because even though it was the last thing I needed right now, it still felt like what I needed the most. Because they required nothing from me. People meeting and misunderstanding each other and figuring it out in ninety minutes with a kiss in the rain. It was clean, unresolved life, and completely nothing like my life.The clock on my phone said 10:03 PM when I finally paused between movies to scroll for something else.Outside the window was full dark. The house had been quiet for a long time. No sounds from downstairs. No footsteps in the hall. Just me and the dim lamp and the weight of everything I'd been not-thinking about for the last seven hours.My stomach had growled earlier and I'd ignored it. I didn't care enough about food to leave this room. Staying in this room with myself and no one else

Watch Me Cum, Huh?

I didn't move for a long moment.I just stood there completely naked, and let him look at my naked body. If he was watching, and he probably was, he'd built this whole thing for exactly this purpose, and now, I want him to see me. I want him to see me more than he used to. I want him to see me standing here in the lowest lamplight with the knowledge of what he'd done written all over my face and my body and my stillness.Since the message that I want to pass is that "I know." I want that to land and let him sit with it.Then I walked back to the bed.I walk slowly, rolling my hips slightly with each step in a way they didn't when I was just walking to the bathroom or crossing the room to get my phone. I was aware of the camera with every movement now, aware of the angle, aware of exactly what he could see.I knelt on the mattress first, facing the exact direction it was placed. I let him have that view, the view of me on my knees, with my loose hair, my thin tank top over my chest, an

Do You Jerk Off While You Watch?

My fingers were still raised toward the camera, glistening, and wet, undeniable evidence of what he'd been doing to me for however long that camera had been mounted in my corner watching me live my private life.I held them there for a few more seconds, and let him look at what I've done to myself. What he'd put a camera in my room to see but still couldn't touch, couldn't reach, couldn't do anything about except watch.Then I brought them back to my mouth, slower this time, and let my tongue slide between my fingers. Thoroughly and let my eyes on the camera without blinking."Tastes good," I said quietly. "Want a taste?"There was silence, only silence, silence as I expected.I shifted on the bed, and turned slightly, giving the camera a different angle, and let one leg bend, with my foot flat on the mattress and the other stretched out to the side.I was fully open, fully open and exposed to whatever resolution that lens was capturing..My hands moved over my body again, restarting

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