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Edim took quick steps on the road behind the house, after a while a car caught my eye ; a black Porsche. When I reached the front passenger door, Edim opened the door and almost threw me in before I knew who was inside. I had severe joint pain in my ankle, and while rubbing that part, I turned my head to the left to see who was sitting in the driver's seat. We met eye to eye with her, and I met eye to eye with the expression I saw in the eyes of that woman called Narcissus. To the feeling of guilt."Watch him, Yigit Omer," Edim pressed. My soul was terrified behind that door where it was hidden. "Don't miss this girl."At that moment his phone rang. Ed answered the phone. "Yes, Narcissus.""The cops are here," Nargis's voice was over the phone, and I found myself desperately hoping. Still. "They want to break into the house and search."“Of course, someone must have badly deceived them,” Edim said, looking me in the eyes, desperation censoring the hope I felt. "I'll be right back, don

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“Edim, I have to take a pill,” I said out of breath. My body was shaking and I was moving my hands like crazy. "I... I'm so bad."Edim had his arms folded under his chest and leaned his shoulder against the door jamb. It was clear from his posture that he was waiting for this moment.Ed squinted his eyes. "You're calling my name and yelling... How did you know I was going to take pills, Lavin?" he asked, his voice sounding provocatively calm despite my panicked voice. "Remember what I told you, I told you it wouldn't be easy for you to take the second pill. Moreover, you made a big mistake after that, you called the cops." We were like fire and ice, facing each other in time; his gaze was cold as ice, mine was burning like fire. " Forget taking pills until I decide when to take them."My knees stiffened and froze at what I heard. My eyes filled with tears and I swallowed in panic as I shook my head in horror . “And—you have to,” I said, stammering in a fearful voice, as a tear fell o

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I blinked a few times as I cautiously lifted my face from the ceiling, turned it to the right, and opened my eyes again. Then I tried to understand where I was. This was the first room Edim brought me to, so he took me out of the room he said he would pay the price for. Did that mean my sentence was over even though we didn't talk at all? As my whole body was in pain at every point, I slowly lifted both my hands up into the air as if doing damage assessment, looking outside and inside.My palms were swollen and red, and my fingertips were injured. My weak arms, revolting against being suspended in the air, fell to my sides again. I knocked on the door that was locked on me so much that I didn't realize that I was hurting myself. The drug crisis, though, was kind of like a trance, and most of the things we did without the feeling of pain at that time would only be noticed once the crisis had passed. My knees and parts of my torso were also filled with severe pain.I was still very tire

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My father, whom I thought had nothing but goodness in his heart, had brutally murdered a family.He destroyed the little boy left from that family and turned him into a monster when that child became an adult.And when Edim Demiray had completely transformed into a monster, he found me in the alley where the darkness had fallen, and that was the first time he had put his predatory claw into my life.Now I'm in the Claw of Vengeance a girl helplessly breathing poisonous breath inThe desolate world made my skin icy as I slowly retreated into the darkness that permeated Edim's black eyes, like a deserted street.I was the hunted, he was the hunter.What prey could change its destiny that I would?As his expressions mingled deep into his dark eyes, but his disbelief was evident in his sharp gaze on my face. "You've been around me for two months, if I knew, you would too.""Even if you don't know where your father is, I'm sure you know how to reach him," Edim said in an unsuspecting tone.

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"So they..." The questions frightened me. I swallowed heavily. "Was he a friend?""Yeah, they were college buddies," he said without taking his eyes off the road .I slowly turned my eyes from Edim to the road that flowed like water under the car. Could you just kill your friend? No matter how drunk you were, was that possible?"I did..." I said suddenly, and hesitated abruptly. "What if you missed something that night, if it wasn't the way you knew it, but different?"Edim's whirlwind gaze suddenly turned to me, and he said in a stern voice, "What are you talking about, girl?" he snapped, a vivid dark rage that seemed impossible to hold back in his black eyes. "I'm telling you I saw it all with my own eyes, I can't be wrong."For now, I remained silent so as not to anger Edim further . Even though I didn't tell him, there were things in this story that didn't quite make sense to me, that although everything seemed simple, it was somehow complicated. A stinging pain stabbed into my he

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We passed through the great entrance gate, I was looking around as I stepped on the road to the main gate, there was a serious hum ; I wanted to know why. Today was the registration day and most people had come with their families, there was a sweet excitement in the garden. The source of the excitement was the photo taking with the family members of the first graders who will just start university. It must have been an important and proud moment for both their families and themselves. It was quite possible to see this in the eyes of the families who came here.When one looked at them, he felt more and more the lack of what he never had.My mother was with her at almost every moment of September, when she was starting kindergarten, going to primary school, finishing secondary school, at the last graduation of high school, during the school term children and youth holidays. did not have. When I realized this, I thought my past wasn't mine.Maybe it didn't matter whether it was or not,

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Dean pushed back his gray hair. "He wants to withdraw the money he invested in tuition fees and cancel his registration this year.""What was the reason?""He had an elderly father who suddenly fell ill. He knows he has to postpone his schoolwork again this year because he'll be withdrawing the money for the hospital bills. He's already taken out on a student loan."After a few seconds of silence, Edim said, "Our company will give the girl a scholarship," he said, without further ado, a certain expressionless tone in his voice. "Make sure to return the money he wants and make sure he goes to school."The dean was surprised, actually, me too. And I suddenly wondered about his connection to this girl. As a result, Edim Demiray was not someone to engage in charity work. Did he realize how strange those words made him look?"The girl will be studying in a very different part of the faculty ," the Dean said, confused. "Your architecture company, on the other hand, includes students studyin

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When I was a little girl, when she came into my room, I would try to decipher the expressions on her face to understand her mood so I would try to figure out if she was angry or just angry or in a normal day mood. At a time when I should have just been a child and loved my mother, I became a child who was very afraid of his mother, trying to decipher expressions.And now my mother, who left bleeding wounds in my soul, was gone.The other girl next door handed me an unpackaged suit. "Our university does, so put this on," she said. "Live college graduates will be speaking."I took the package from your hand. I collided with a girl while trying to open my head and stepping back to Edim's side again. Our heads were literally buried together. We held our heads together and looked at each other."Sorry, it's my fault," said the girl. "I was trying to find my notebook out of my bag.""I was trying to open this too," I said, holding the package in my hand. "I wasn't much different from you, h

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"I'm going out," I said, trying to get rid of him. "Let go of my arm, let go.""Calm down," he said in a firm voice.Feeling the strength in my legs slowly moving away from me, I said, "You brought me here just so I could meet your uncle, hear his insulting words, see his stern stern gaze with hatred." "You wanted me to feel bad, and you did. I feel bad.""Stop that bullshit, I didn't know my uncle was in the graduate program.""I don't believe you," I said as I greedily tried to push him away from his hard, impenetrable chest. "Not at all."Eddie suddenly let go of my arm. "Believe it or not, I don't care, girl!" he spoke sternly. "I don't have to convince you of anything."I fell silent, looking disappointed at the harsh indifference in his tone. The icy cold dark air in his eyes was tearing my senses apart. I was feeling so bad that I approached everything with a touchy and stupidly emotional approach. My feelings were so confused that I wanted him to fight me again to make me bel

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When the light disappears, the shadows also go, and then an endless darkness swallows everything.Phobias we acquire at an early age are our greatest weakness, don't make the mistake of telling anyone about them.I was a middle-grader when I wrote this down in my diary, maybe not long after I turned fourteen. Our class teacher was getting us up one by one to find out what our phobias were, and when it was my turn, I publicly disclosed my worst fear, not thinking that my classmates might be cruel.An advanced phobia of the dark, known in medical terms as nictophobia .The advanced level of this phobia was the fear of night or the dark that could cause intense anxiety attacks and depression. My fear was triggered when I was in the dark, my hands and my whole body started to tremble after the feeling of losing control, I was caught in the feeling of suffocation as if I was buried alive in the ground.Despite having such very serious symptoms, I had an anxiety attack when my classmates lo

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