I don’t give him an answer.Not that night.Not the next morning.The offer hangs in the air between us—Plane. New name. No wolves.—like a trapdoor I’m not ready to open.Instead, I do the only thing I know how to do when my brain is on fire.I shrink my world.To Sofie.To breakfast.To block the carpet and cartoons on low volume and the safe, mindless routines of a life I used to think was “normal.”“Mama, watch,” Sofie demands, stacking a lopsided tower of wooden blocks and then smashing it with gleeful violence.“I’m watching,” I say. “Very powerful demolition work, ma’am.”She giggles.“Papa taught me to smash,” she says proudly.The words catch in my chest.“Of course he did,” I say, forcing a smile.For two days, I pretend the rest doesn’t exist.I let Rosa deal with most of the incoming calls.I let Jace and Mariah handle the journalists and the foundation.I let Ava hover, and then, when she realizes I’m not ready to talk, let her hover from a slightly greater distance.
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