The ceiling tiles were white and perfectly still and for one merciful second after I opened my eyes, that was all there was. The white tiles and the antiseptic quiet of an infirmary and the distant sound of someone’s shoes on a linoleum floor.Then the memories came back all at once. The party, the full moon pulling at everything beneath my skin, and Sarah’s face in the open field; wide-eyed, saying my name in that voice that was almost completely steady because she was trying not to make it worse for me. Then Selene walking out of the shadows and the horrors of what happened next.I was upright before I was fully conscious of deciding to move, and the sound that came out of me was not crying exactly, it was something that happened before crying, just the full weight of what I had done and what I had not been able to stop, arriving simultaneously and without mercy.The door opened and two doctors came in wearing the expressions people wear when they are about to say something they hav
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