There are days when everything feels like it is balancing on the edge of something sharp, and all it takes is one small mistake, one overlooked moment, for everything to come crashing down, and that day, without knowing it yet, I had already made that mistake.Aya had been restless from the moment she woke up, trailing behind me as I moved from one task to another, her small fingers tugging at my sleeve, her voice soft but persistent as she tried to get my attention in the only ways she knew how.“Mama, look at me.”“Mama, I can draw now.”“Mama, will you stay with me today?”Each time, I answered, but not really, because my eyes were always somewhere else, my mind buried under Ethan’s worsening condition, under the pressure of getting the treatment right, under the quiet tension that had settled in the Packhouse ever since Mason arrived and refused to leave.“Later, Aya,” I had said more than once, brushing her hair back absentmindedly without even looking at her properly. “I just ne
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