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Lahat ng Kabanata ng THE PRICE OF LETTING GO: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

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CHAPTER 1:: The Papers

The divorce papers arrived on a Tuesday.I know it was a Tuesday because I had been making coffee — the good kind, the kind that takes twelve minutes in the pour-over and fills the whole kitchen with something warm and real — and I remember thinking that Tuesdays did not deserve good coffee. Tuesdays were for instant. Tuesdays were for surviving.Then the courier knocked, and Tuesdays became something else entirely.I set the mug down on the white marble island — Dominic's choice, not mine; I had wanted warm walnut — and signed for the envelope without looking at the return address. I already knew. I think some part of me had known for months, the way you know a storm is coming before the sky changes color. You feel it in the air. In the silence.The Hartley penthouse had been full of silence for a long time.I carried the envelope to the dining room table — twelve seats, always twelve, for the dinner parties we never threw — and sat down in my usual chair. The one that faced the city

CHAPTER 2: Four Years In a Single Room

People ask — or they will ask, later, once the story gets out and it will get out because it always does when the name Hartley is attached to any piece of human wreckage — they will ask how we ended up there. How a marriage between a woman who designed things for a living and a man who built things for a dynasty could arrive at a Tuesday morning and twelve pages of legal paper.The honest answer is gradual. The honest answer is a hundred small silences that accumulated into a wall.I met Dominic at a gallery opening in Chelsea on a night when I had not wanted to go. Camille had dragged me — she has always been the kind of friend who drags you toward the things that change your life, and she has never once apologized for it. The gallery was showing a young sculptor whose work involved suspension: objects caught mid-fall, frozen in resin, preserved in the moment before impact. I had stood in front of a piece for a long time. A coffee cup, suspended mid-tip, the dark liquid arcing outwar

CHAPTER 3: The Morning He Came Home

He came home the night after the papers were delivered.I had not expected that. I had assumed — and I realize now how much of my marriage was built on assumptions, on reading a man who spoke in silences — that he would give me days. That he would send Priya to coordinate the logistics of separating two lives from a safe, executive distance. That was how Dominic managed difficult things: efficiently and without direct contact.I was in the kitchen at eight p.m., making dinner out of habit. Pasta, simple, the kind I made when I was too tired to think. The kind Dominic never ate because he had a nutritionist and a rule about carbohydrates past six.The elevator opened.I did not turn around. I heard his footsteps on the foyer tile — that particular cadence, unhurried and deliberate — and I heard him pause when he reached the kitchen doorway, and I kept stirring the pasta because I did not know what my face was going to do and I needed another moment before he could see it."You're cooki

CHAPTER 4: Camille, Coffee, and The Truth

"Tell me everything," Camille said, "from the beginning, and leave out nothing that might be emotionally inconvenient."We were at a table by the window of our favorite coffee place on Bleecker Street, the one with the mismatched chairs and the barista who had learned our orders so well she started making them when we walked through the door. Camille had a flat white. I had something with too much vanilla in it because I was having a week where I needed too much vanilla.I told her. The papers. The evening. The pasta. The apology.When I finished, Camille was quiet for three seconds, which was unusual for her, and then she said: "He made pasta with you. The man who has a nutritionist named Francois and a rule about carbs after six. He sat down and ate pasta with you the night after you signed his divorce papers.""I made the pasta. He just... sat.""Selene." She leaned forward. "He was trying to stay.""He filed.""People do things they don't mean all the time when they're terrified a

CHAPTER 5: Nicolas Crane

The offices of Crane & Aldous Creative were nothing like the corporate environments I had spent four years moving through as Dominic's wife. No uniformed staff, no marble atrium, no sense that the building itself was trying to communicate net worth. Crane & Aldous occupied the third and fourth floors of a converted warehouse in SoHo — exposed brick, open plan, the kind of organized creative chaos that had coffee rings on desks and good art on the walls and the particular productive noise of people who liked what they did.I loved it immediately and told myself not to count on that.The receptionist, a college-aged kid with paint on his sneakers, brought me to a glass-walled conference room and told me Nicolas would be with me in a moment. I set my portfolio on the table and straightened my jacket — a deep burgundy blazer I had bought the day before because the old Selene wore Dominic-adjacent neutrals and I was actively, consciously dismantling her — and looked out the glass at the op

CHAPTER 6; The First Day

I wore the burgundy blazer on purpose.Not because it was my favorite, though it was. But because the old Selene owned exactly zero burgundy blazers. The old Selene wore ivory and beige and soft grey, colors that did not demand attention, colors that said I am here but please do not look too hard. I had bought this one two days before my first day at Crane and Aldous, stood in the fitting room mirror for a full minute, and thought: yes. That one. Her.I took the subway. Another small thing that sounds like nothing and meant everything. For four years I had been driven everywhere in a car that smelled like leather and Dominic’s schedule. Now I stood on a crowded platform with my portfolio bag on my shoulder and strangers pressing in from every side and I felt, stupidly, free.The Crane and Aldous building was a converted warehouse with wide windows and old brick that someone had been smart enough not to paint over. I stood outside it for exactly thirty seconds before I told myself to s

Chapter 7; His name in My New Life

I did not respond to Priya’s text that night.I made dinner instead. Pasta again, because apparently that was what I did now when something unsettled me. I stood in my narrow kitchen and boiled water and told myself it was fine. That it was just a professional overlap. That the design world in New York was not actually that large and this kind of thing happened all the time and it did not mean anything.The pasta was good. The reasoning was not.I knew Dominic. I knew how he operated. He did not do coincidences. He did not let things happen to him, he arranged them, quietly, from a distance, with the specific patience of a man who had spent his entire adult life turning situations to his advantage. The Hargrove account had a Hartley subsidiary attached to it and he had made sure I knew before anyone else told me, which meant he had been watching closely enough to know in the first place.That was not nothing.I washed the dishes, dried them, put them away, and went to bed. I lay there

CHAPTER 8;; Eleven Days

I listened to the voicemail four times total.The first time on the subway platform, standing there while the train filled up around me and people pushed past with their bags and their earphones and their complete indifference to the fact that my ex-husband’s voice was coming through my phone saying he was not going away.The second time that night, sitting on my kitchen floor with my back against the cabinet because I had sat down to take my shoes off and just stayed there.The third time on day five, when I had almost convinced myself I had imagined the tone of it. The way he said not this time, like there was a this time before, like he was admitting something he had not meant to admit out loud.The fourth time on day nine. After that I deleted it.Not because it stopped mattering. Because it was starting to matter too much and I recognized that feeling the way you recognize a road you have driven before. I knew exactly where it led and I was not going back there on the strength of

CHAPTER 9;; One Hour

I chose a coffee shop in the West Village that Dominic had never been to.That was the first requirement. Somewhere with no history, no memory attached to it, no waiter who would remember us as a couple and make it weird with a smile. A neutral place. The kind of small, slightly crowded spot where nobody looked up when you walked in because everyone was too busy with their own lives.I got there eight minutes early and took a corner table facing the door. I ordered a black coffee I did not particularly want and wrapped both hands around the mug and told myself to breathe normally.He walked in at exactly the time I had given him. Not a minute early, not a minute late. That was Dominic. He scanned the room the way he always did, that quick efficient sweep, found me in about two seconds, and came over.He had dressed down, or what passed for dressed down when you were Dominic Hartley. Dark jeans, a grey shirt, no tie. No assistant behind him. No phone already in his hand. He pulled out

CHAPTER 10;; What Priya Knows

I went back to work the morning after the coffee meeting and did not tell anyone how it went.Camille sent two texts before nine a.m. I replied to both with short answers that gave her nothing to work with and she responded to the second one with a single question mark, which meant she understood she was not getting the full story yet and was filing it for later. Camille had always been good at knowing when to push and when to wait. It was one of the things I valued most about her.The office was already alive when I got in. Ro had his headphones on and three windows open. Petra had a printed spreadsheet covered in colored tabs spread across her desk. Dax was on a call, leaning back in his chair with his feet on the edge of his desk in a way that would have looked unprofessional anywhere else and here just looked like Dax.I sat down, opened my laptop, and pulled up the Hargrove mood board.The work helped. It always helped. There was something about having a problem with a shape to i

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