Luna To The Blood Cursed Alpha의 모든 챕터: 챕터 81 - 챕터 90

LEA’S POV The room fell silent, and gasps echoed in the air, and I could tell everyone was shocked. I could barely even register the shocked look on my face due to the violent, sick feeling that gripped me, my body shaking as I tried to catch my breath.Humiliation only hit me after a while, as I could now feel everyone’s eyes on me. I turned slowly, seeing each eye staring at me with judgment in them. My breath caught in my throat.“I–“ my voice came out strained and barely audible, even to myself.What do I possibly even say?I didn’t want to stay there any longer. Without sparing anyone another glance, I turned and scampered out of the dye house, my steps scattered as I pushed through the door and into the corridor. My chest heaved, my stomach beginning to churn violently again.I rushed to the nearest bathroom and stumbled inside, barely making it to the toilet bowl as another wave crashed over me. I dropped to my knees as it hit me again, my hands bracing the edge of the toilet

LEA’S POV The night air burned in my lungs as I breezed out of the pack house. I didn’t even recall the moment I had stepped out of the pack gate, or even the guards that had tried to stop me, or the path I was now running down through. The only thing I was focused on was the urgent beating of my heart and the desperate need for answers.The neighbouring pack wasn't far away from our pack, and they often used it to trade goods. The outline of the pack's buildings and structures came into view after a few seconds of nonstop running. My legs ached, and my breathing was uneven. My thoughts were muddled up together, and I could barely make sense of them.What if it’s true? I shoved the question aside and pushed myself forward, my legs shaking from exhaustion now, but I kept going until I reached a small building that I had heard of before. It was the place where the midwives worked. It was tucked away between two large buildings, and the faint glow of light spilling from the open window

LEA’S POV The garden air was nice and eased the nausea I was feeling just a little bit. The soft leaves rustled above us, the warmth of the afternoon sun falling on my skin, and my eyes scanned the stretch of greenery in front of us. Looking at the flower beds and smaller trees helps, but having Rowan by my side helped even more.He sat down beside me, beneath the tree, the grass cool against my fingers as I braced myself and moved back, letting his voice fill my ears. He was making small talk about something small and unimportant, but I found myself listening anyway. The sound of his voice had a calming effect on my mind.He threw in a funny joke, and I found laughter spilling from my lips so freely. It was soft and real, and the sound even surprised me. Rowan paused mid-sentence, his eyebrow raising as he looked at me with relief flickering in his orbs.“Finally, the Lea I know is back,” he said softly.I blinked at him, a faint smile curling on my lips. “What are you talking about

LEA’S POV The morning air felt heavy, or maybe that was because of the weight that had settled in my chest. The weight in my chest wasn’t from working too hard; it was because everything inside of me had muddled up in a way that made everything unbearable to deal with, especially at night. Sleep didn’t help me either. If anything, it gave me more room to think and replay everything that has occurred in the garden. The sound of the punch, the way Amreth just stood there like he had every right to do whatever he was doing.I sighed, pushing the thoughts aside as my fingers moved through the vines, gathering berries into the basket that rested on the side of my hip. The field stretched out in rows, each maid working through them, the early sunlight giving the atmosphere a warm feel.Rowan was a few steps ahead of me, picking berries even though I told him I didn’t need any help. My eyes kept drifting to his face despite myself. I was drawn to the band-aid that was plastered on his skin

LEA’S POV The training grounds were filled with noise, even from where I stood. I could hear the sound of laughter, the dull noise that came when bodies collided together before hitting the floor as they sparred. I could hear everything. The air here was musty, thick with sweat and dust, and the energy of the wolves who trained here.I didn’t dare to look at any of them. I kept my head down and worked meticulously.My hands moved along the wooden benches, scrubbing dirt away. The brush dragged across the wooden surface again and again until my fingers started to burn with pain. Around me were a few other maids who worked in silence, and I could tell they were doing their best not to draw attention.A burst of laughter rang in the air from a nearby group of wolves, followed by some teasing and remarks thrown around by the warrior wolves. I didn’t bother looking up. I just focused on the task in front of me while my thoughts drifted, allowing the noise around me to blend into the backg