Gesare I stood by the window watching him swimming peacefully for a few more seconds before I quickly put on a swim suit. I slowly went downstairs, he was so occupied in his own thing he did not we me walk up or even get into the water, it was cold but I could see why he liked this nightly swims, they were so calming and healing. I watched him, he was halfway across the pool, his powerful strokes carrying him through the water with mechanical precision, as though he could outswim whatever demons were chasing him.I watched him finish another lap before pushing off the edge myself. Neither of us spoke.The only sounds were the gentle splashes of water and our breathing.Eventually, I slowed down, floating on my back as the stars shimmered above us and for one fleeting moment, it almost felt normal.I imagined swimming with him like this in the future, but the future was no longer mine, we didn't know what was going to happen, so I drifted back to reality, I was going to enjoy this ni
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