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The morning after Dante came to my room, I woke to rain. Not the gentle kind that whispers against windows, but the hard, vertical rain that turns the world into something to wait out. I lay in bed listening to it, counting the seconds between thunder, until his knock came at 8:17."You alive?" Same question. Different tone—softer, like he was checking something he'd already decided."Unfortunately."He opened the door. No hoodie this time. Just him, in jeans and a thin shirt that showed what boxing had built, what his mother leaving had carved. He held two mugs, steam rising, the smell cutting through the rain's metallic edge."Robert and your mom left for some couples thing," he said. "I made coffee. Real coffee. Not the shit Robert drinks."I sat up, took the mug, burned my tongue on the first sip. He watched me wince, almost smiled, didn't apologize."Plans today?" I asked."Lake," he said. "If the rain stops. If you want.""If I want," I repeated. The phrase felt foreign. For mon

The alarm was a violation. 6:30 AM, Monday, the end of everything soft and unobserved. I lay in bed, Dante's hoodie still clutched from the night before, and watched the ceiling grow lighter by degrees—gray to pearl to pale gold, the sun rising over a town where someone I didn't know was already performing, already exhausting himself, already waiting to be seen.I showered until the water ran cold. Stood in front of the closet my mother had filled and reached past it all. Black jeans, gray tank, boots that had walked my father's funeral. Armor.Downstairs, Dante was already at the counter. Coffee in hand, dressed for his own return—jeans, hoodie, the boxing gym bag slung over his shoulder. His suspension ended today too. We were both re-entering, both performing, both pretending the week hadn't changed something we couldn't name."Ready?" he asked. Not are you ready. Just ready, like he already knew the answer."Ready," I lied, same as before.He smiled, small, knowing. Held the door.

POV: Dante RomanoThe hallway smelled like floor wax and desperation. Dante watched Avery from the chemistry wing, three periods into a Tuesday that should have been nothing. Should have been routine. Should have been safe.She was smiling.Not at him.Grayson Hayes walked past her locker—just walked, didn't stop, probably didn't even see her—and Avery Blake, who had not smiled at anyone in the three weeks since she'd moved into his house, who had not smiled at him despite everything he'd built between them, smiled at Grayson Hayes like he was something she wanted to understand.Dante's hand tightened around his phone. The screen showed their thread from last night, 2:47 AM:Avery: Nightmare. Lake again.Dante: I'm here.Avery: I know.That was the architecture. That was the proof. He was the one she woke. He was the one who knew about the lake, the nightmares, the way she counted ceiling tiles when she couldn't breathe. He had built this. Brick by brick, porch night by porch night, h

POV: Avery BlakeThe hallway had rules. Avery had learned them in three weeks of observation, the way Dante taught her to observe: traffic patterns, power dynamics, who walked alone and who needed clusters. North side belonged to athletes, south to academics, the middle was neutral territory claimed by whoever arrived first. Lockers were status. Eye contact was vulnerability.She broke three rules at once.Grayson Hayes was still kneeling, still holding her chemistry textbook, still looking at her like she was a variable he hadn't calculated. His smile had faded into something more careful—assessment, maybe, or the same performance analysis Dante had trained her to use."You're the girl who doesn't look up," he repeated, as if testing the statement."And you're the boy who doesn't watch where he's going," Avery said. The words came out sharp, defensive, the voice she used for Dante when he pushed too hard. She hadn't meant to use it here.Grayson's smile returned, wider this time, rea

POV: Avery BlakeThe party was Chelsea Voss's idea, which meant it was technically about homecoming, practically about power, and fundamentally about watching people perform versions of themselves they couldn't sustain. Avery stood in the doorway of the lake house—someone's parents were in Aspen, the kind of absence that funded teenage mythology—and felt the architecture of high school social dynamics pressing against her like weather.She shouldn't have come. She knew that, even as she crossed the threshold, even as she accepted the red plastic cup that appeared in her hand, even as she scanned the room for Grayson Hayes and found him immediately, predictably, surrounded by teammates near the deck doors. He was performing relaxation, she could tell, the loose shoulders and easy smile that contradicted the tension in his jaw, the way his thumb tapped against his thigh in a rhythm only someone watching closely would notice.She was watching closely. That hadn't changed. What changed wa