I slept for three hours and forty minutes and woke up feeling better than I had any rightto feel on that amount of sleep.There is a specific quality to the morning after you have finally said, or heard, the thingthat needed saying. The world looks the same. The hotel suite is the same. The New Yorkskyline through the window is doing its usual indifferent thing. But something has shiftedin the way you move through it, the way air moves differently after a storm has cleared,not dramatic, just cleaner.I made coffee. I made Ethan’s breakfast. He appeared at seven fifteen in his uniform andlooked at me and said: “You look different.”“I look the same,” I said.“You look like you didn’t sleep much,” he said. “But you’re not tired.” He accepted histoast. “That’s a specific combination.”“Eat your breakfast,” I said.He ate his breakfast, watching me with the patient assessment of a child who has fileda theory and is waiting for the evidence to confirm it. He did not push. He did no
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