ElinaA friend. I considered Lucius a friend.But over the past few days, whenever I fell asleep, I kept dreaming about a tall man who treated me sweetly. He gazed at me with his amber eyes.And that wasn't all. In my dreams, I repeatedly heard the roar of F1 engines as the cars raced around the track.Sometimes, I was standing near the circuit. Other times, I was watching the podium. Everything felt so confusing.Then, a man wearing a balaclava appeared. He was my idol in F1.After those dreams, I couldn't find peace. I kept thinking about them, nervously pressing my fingers together as I worried that my love for Jonathan was beginning to fade.Maybe I was already engaging in micro-cheating, considering how often my thoughts drifted to a man named Lucius.I was so disappointed in myself for feeling this way.I let myself fall back onto the bed and slowly steadied my breathing. Then, I closed my eyes.Yes, I wasn't working at the moment because Jonathan had forbidden me from doing so.
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