Chapter 3: Fucked in the darkThe rest of that day passed in a kind of haze. After what happened in the boathouse, David and I barely spoke. We went back to the house, cleaned up, and tried to act normal. I helped him make lunch, we sat out on the deck looking at the lake, and talked about safe, ordinary things like the weather and my exams coming up. But underneath every word, the memory of his fingers inside me kept coming back. I could still feel how wet I had been for him, how good his touch felt, and how close we had come to crossing a line we could never uncross.By evening the tension had grown between us it was almost unbearable. We ate dinner on the deck as the sun went down.David opened a bottle of wine and poured us each a glass. The conversation stayed light, but his eyes kept drifting to my lips, to my legs, to the thin straps of my sundress. I kept crossing and uncrossing my legs under the table, hyper-aware of how sensitive and needy I still felt.After dinner the sk
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