I lay in the soft bed, propped up against a mountain of pillows that Vittoria had insisted on arranging just so when she was here.Vito had fixed a bed for me downstairs because he didn't want me going up and down the stairs, everything I needed was already downstairs.I watched him through the half-open door, my heart aching with a familiar mix of love and worry.He was beating himself up again. I could see it in the rigid line of his shoulders, the way his hands clenched and unclenched at his sides every now and then.We had talked about what happened, more times than I could count. I had told him, over and over, that it wasn’t his fault. The words had left my lips with all the conviction I could muster, but they never seemed to land. Vito was acting like he had made peace with it, offering me those small, reassuring smiles and gentle touches, but I knew him too well. Beneath the surface, he was angry. Furious, even. And worst of all, he felt incompetent. Like he had failed me in
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