~Celine's POV~ Not the stillness of pleasure. The stillness of memory. Of Clara's voice don't flatter yourself, no one wants you. Of Xavier's hands, rough and impatient, pushing where I hadn't been invited. Of every time I'd been told my body was a transaction, a burden, a thing to be endured. Lucien felt it immediately. His hand stopped. His mouth lifted from mine. "Celine —" "Don't." The word came out sharp, broken. I pushed at his chest, sudden and desperate, and he rolled off me instantly, sitting up, his hands raised in surrender. "Celine, I —" "You saw." My voice was shaking. I pulled my nightgown down, covering myself, the silk suddenly too thin, too revealing, too much like every other garment that had been used against me. "You saw my dress was loose. You thought .. you assumed… because I let you stay, because I kissed you, because I …" I couldn't finish. The anger was back, but twisted now, laced with something worse than rage. Shame. The old shame, the Laurent sh
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