I woke before the knock again. This time, I didn't even try to sleep. The room was dim, washed in that gray light just before dawn, when everything felt quieter than it should be. I lay there for a moment, staring at the ceiling, listening to my own breathing. Then I lifted my hands. The strips of cloth I'd torn from an old shirt were already stained through – dark patches where blood had seeped in and dried. They were tied badly, uneven, one looser than the other. My fingers flexed inside them, slow and stiff. Pain flared. Sharp. Deep. I exhaled. It didn't feel like something to avoid. It felt like proof. I pushed myself up, resting my elbows on my knees, and unwrapped one hand carefully. The skin underneath was raw, split across the knuckles, still angry and red. I pressed my thumb lightly against one of the cuts. It hurt. I smiled. Just a little. My other hand drifted to my wrist. The scar greeted me before I even touched it – warm, alive in a way it had never been befor
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