I booked him because I was tired of being the one who decided everything.For years I had run my own firm, managed every crisis, chosen every risk, and ended every evening still holding the weight of other people’s problems. I was good at it. I was exhausted by it. I wanted one night where someone else held the structure and I was only required to follow.The agency was discreet and expensive. The profile I selected was sparse: Soren, late thirties, experienced, strict, no romance, no ongoing arrangements unless both parties requested a second booking after the first. His photographs were black-and-white and unsmiling. He looked like a man who did not waste motion.I filled out the detailed questionnaire with more honesty than I had used in any performance review. Hard limits. Soft limits. Preferred intensity. The particular flavor of control I wanted: firm, psychological, physical, verbal. I checked the boxes for impact, restraint, orgasm control, degradation t
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