OLIVIA’S POV The light was still on when I opened my eyes.I blinked at the ceiling for a moment, disoriented in the specific way that came from falling asleep without meaning to. The book was on the bed beside me, spine up, open to somewhere in the middle. I had no memory of putting it down because I had not put it down. It had simply fallen when I did.I reached over and closed it.The clock on my phone said five fourteen in the morning.I pressed my palm flat against my forehead and stared at the ceiling.This is it, I thought. This is what two years looks like. Falling asleep with the light on reading books in a house that is not mine.I almost laughed.Well. As long as my father is okay. As long as he is getting better. Everything else is manageable.I was still negotiating with myself about whether to get up or try to sleep for another hour when my phone buzzed.I reached for it automatically.Not Shay. Shay did not call before seven unless something was wrong and even then sh
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