All Chapters of Our Dirty Little Secret : Chapter 1 - Chapter 5

Dallas“I hate this job.”That’s what I would’ve said before they fired my ass from the job. Oh, and given all the talk about not finding the right job in New York-fucking-City.I needed this job. I was low on rent and had to pay my boyfriend back for last month. I know, I know… it’s that question of why I was even owing him money in the first place, but he’d covered a gig for his band last Friday.“Are you sure you don’t need me to at least book an Uber for you?” Sadie said.I shook my head and smiled. Sadie was nice—unlike the few hundred who sat behind this desk all day, pretending to bring money into this almost crumbling company.“I can manage. My boyfriend will come pick me up.”I gathered everything I needed, straightened my already crisp silk shirt, and waltzed out of the company. This job was my only lifeline, but I’d rather let them fire me than succumb to sucking off a 50-year-old exec to pay my bills.I waited for an hour, but there was still no sign of my boyfriend. No an

What was I expecting? That he wouldn't date anyone and wait for me? I didn't wait for anyone to say anything as I rushed inside, nudging Melissa to the side. Of course he isn't your prince charming, this isn't one of your Wattpad romance books, Dal.This is real fucking life.My blood boiled, not with anger, but jealousy. Yes, I was jealous of Melissa. She was perfect—probably too perfect, and I was just…me.And what was even shittier was that we were never a thing. We were never an item, but he and Melissa are. They are in a relationship. A real relationship I couldn't have.I sprinted up the stairs and into my room, slamming the door the moment I got in. The tears stung my eyes, begging to drop.I was just his experiment. I was just a thing for him to use and dump. Just a fuck toy. His little secret that he thought he could get past.I felt disgusted all over again—disgusted by even the thought of us together. Disappointed in myself that I still thought I had a chance. That he stil

DallasI've never actually admitted that I love sucking cock. I can lick it, go down on it, suck it.If sucking cock were a subject, I would get an A. If slobbering on dick were a job, I would excel.But there's just something about sucking Ryder Callahan's cock. It isn't just the thrill of having myself on my knees with my brother's best friend's dick in my mouth—no.Maybe just one time fucking him again. It's a bad decision, but who else would I do it with? Call me stupid, I definitely won't fight the allegations.But this is Ryder. My first fucking love. The man who ruined me. The man that I…His groans slowly became audible, like music to my ears. His hands slid to my hair, tugging at my band as he pulled it off, my hair falling straight into my face.I pulled my face away, removed the strands of hair entering my mouth, and looked straight at him. He had an expression that looked like he was about to come right away.I spat on it, rubbing it along his length.“Fuck.” He placed a h