Louve POVShe wasn't picking up.I stood in the middle of my room, phone pressed to my ear, listening to it ring for the fourth time, and counted. Then voicemail. Selin's voice, dry and unhelpful as always, told me to leave a message or not; her choice.I hung up. I tried calling her again.Voicemail.I lowered the phone slowly and looked at it. The screen stared back at me, unhelpful and indifferent. I told myself it was nothing. Selin went to bed early sometimes. Selin forgot to charge her phone sometimes. Selin was unpredictable in the way that all people were unpredictable, and the fact that she wasn't picking up meant nothing, probably statistically, in the broad landscape of all the times. Selin had not picked up for perfectly boring reasons.I called again.Yet it was still voicemail. I set the phone down on the desk, pulled it back, and set it down again. I walked to the window and stood there with my arms folded, looking at the city below the way you looked at something when
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