"Healing rarely begins with grand gestures. Sometimes it begins with waking up unafraid."KIVAI woke slowly.Not the sharp, defensive waking of the Kiraman estate, where consciousness arrived with an immediate assessment of what was wrong and how wrong it was and what would be required of me in the next few minutes. Just a gradual surfacing, soft and unhurried, my body deciding it was ready and taking its time about the decision.I lay still with my eyes closed.Warm. The specific warmth of blankets that had been slept in properly, not the thin, inadequate warmth of making do. Comfortable in a way that went past the mattress and the bedding into something less easily named. And something else, something I identified slowly, turning it over in my half-awake mind before I could put the word to it.Safe.My eyes opened.Safe. I lay in the unfamiliar room with the morning light coming through the tall windows and I searched the feeling carefully, the way you searched something you did no
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